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How are you in word? V. Darksiders feelings

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Feel like I am growing and doing what I am meant to do. Still kinda all over the place. Clean for 21 days today!
 
pro re nata said:
hey nsa, good to see you too along with all the wonders of bluelight. are you working for the weekend?
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I am actually working on the weekend lol. Not a huge deal. I need the dough and its really physical work so I will get a bit of a workout.
 
yes, yes. i would like to hear about what you got going some time and for sure nice to have a prize in sight.


I am actually working on the weekend lol. Not a huge deal. I need the dough and its really physical work so I will get a bit of a workout.
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well.. . shit sounds like you could spin it as you are simply working out on the weekend. nice work on the 21 days!! <3
 
pro re nata said:
yes, yes. i would like to hear about what you got going some time and for sure nice to have a prize in sight.




well.. . shit sounds like you could spin it as you are simply working out on the weekend. nice work on the 21 days!! <3
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For me what is working is a good no great sponsor, attendance at NA meetings, Stepwork (at 3 now, 1 and 2 were pretty easy for me), traveling a bit to find good meetings (its actually fun), forcing myself out of my comfort zone and networking, seeing my therapist, having the love and support of my family, realizing how good I have it.

Most of all:

1. Realizing and believing I am an addict and cannot use successfully in any fashion

2. Always Putting My Recovery First

3. Realizing I do not have another recovery left, I turn 31 next month.

Thanks on the 21 days, I had a year and a bit more clean and I want to get back there and more. Wish I could fast forward but I would miss the journey
 
Clean and sorta serene! Slightly foggy from the OTC sleep med (I still cannot sleep without taking a Benadryl, oh well its fine) and didn't sleep the best but that is okay.
 
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