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How are you in word? V. Darksiders feelings

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Determined
My health is weak and scary, and my financial situation is pathetic, but I am determined to focus on, and believe in an "internal locus of control". Time to stop worrying and start controlling my thoughts and focus again.
 
Maya said:
I should change it to miserable tbh. What a miserable 2014 :(
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Yeah 2014 has been a real horror show for me for the most part except for a few positive things here and there. I'm sorry your so down Maya. Good vibes n hugs sent your way <3

As for me i'm overheated. It's hot and humid as fuck here today.
 
WOW... so, I got 2 tickets while my car was parked on June 8th, for expired registration and expired inspection. The cop didn't write in the due date/court date however. It said on the back of the tickets that they would send something in the mail if nothing was written in. So I waited for weeks for that and never got anything, and then I went out of town for a while and forgot about it.

This morning, by chance, I decided to go take care of those things finally, as I have saved some money this month finally. Got it all up to date, got an inspection, etc. Just now I remembered to call and check when my court date is, to get them dismissed (I almost forgot because work is busy, almost decided to check tomorrow). They told me it's TOMORROW at 9am. Like, what kind of timing is that?? I feel so lucky I decided to get them updated this morning and that I remembered to check. I would have been forced to pay and probably had a bench warrant too if either of those things hadn't been done today. Whew...
 
Pretty good actually... still clean

aq. said:
sick.

took caffeine pills for my 14 hr shift and feel like garbage.
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Since I got clean, I have noticed that I can drink and take more caffeine (but the pills always made me feel like garbage, so I avoid them). Before it would send me into a panic attack. Problem is that it no longer does that, however, now I can drink so much that I sometimes crash. I really have to watch it.
 
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Yeah I can drink a lot more since I got clean too. Less caffeine though. I actually find that coffee gives me the worst jitters, I have to be really careful with coffee, but pure caffeine (from pills) is pretty clean. Unless they're ones with a bunch of other stuff in them like some have. My favorite caffeine source is my pre-workout supplement, lots of clean, long-lasting energy. Since I work out first thing in the morning that's usually my caffeine intake for the day.
 
Pissed-I fucking hate my job. Stupid work gossip, ha just wait till you no longer have a job.
 
gr33n3y3z said:
Nervous- I have my first physical therapy appointment, i hope they don't break me:!
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I'm right there with you, green. I have my shoulder 'procedure' tomorrow and then physical therapy starts next week. They already told me it will be painful. I hope yours goes quickly and doesn't feel too terrible.
 
Excited - a girl messaged me this morning on OK Cupid, and shortly after we chatted a bit gave me her number and we've been chatting ever since. We have a lot in common, she's also in the process of getting divorced and we both have ~6 months to go. Also her name i my name, with an "a" at the end. :D Also, she's both cute and really hot. We're already talking about meeting and doing various things together. I'm feeling like this will develop into something which I am feeling cautious about, but also excited about. :)
 
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