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Welcome How Are You in One Word vs wait! Just one?!

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^ Okay I'm right there with you now,

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Anger.

All I needed was 18 cents to get what I needed from the store. I politely asked an older woman, she looked and said "No." I asked another woman behind her "No". 18 cents, not a million fucking dollars. Lucky I'm not a witch, I would curse them.

Thinking about going back to the store but it's 2 miles and back and forth. Not in the mood. I fucking hate people.
 
It's actually not bad at all as I only have a couple of things to do tomorrow. %)
And I sleep much better during the day whenever I can on weekends.
I really enjoy doing things at night. The city never sleeps so it's fine. :)
 
Erikmen said:
It's actually not bad at all as I only have a couple of things to do tomorrow. %)
And I sleep much better during the day whenever I can on weekends.
I really enjoy doing things at night. The city never sleeps so it's fine. :)
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Yeah fair enough. I'm actually a night owl as well and don't normally go to sleep until 3am or later. And that's ok, but I hate not being able to sleep if I actually want to :)

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SICK
- I am dope sick, coming down from amphetamines, in slight benzo withdrawal and just found out I have pneumonia. Not a great combo at all.
 
Coming down from amphetamines makes me feel suicidal personally. You'll get through this. Ampetamine plus benzo withdrawal is a nasty combination to play with. Whenever I can get ahold of Gabapentin, it helps ease my nerves at least. This will pass. Hold on.
 
Inadequate...or incompetent?

It's like I can't get my shit together even with the possibility of seeing someone in the future. I know he's working hard to make our future happen, but my own demons keep fucking me in the ass.
 
AnythingEverything said:
SICK
- I am dope sick, coming down from amphetamines, in slight benzo withdrawal and just found out I have pneumonia. Not a great combo at all.
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I'm sorry to hear that. I know you can do this, maybe you could come down from amphetamines first, instead of all of them together. I say that because you are sick. Pneumonia can make us already pretty tired and you would need to be at your best 'self' to handle that alone. One thing at a time maybe.

I wish you all the best! You can do this!!
 
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