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Welcome How Are You in One Word vs wait! Just one?!

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Hopeful.

For the first time in a long time things make sense. Had an awesome time at the bars last night. Met an amazing girl. It was like a dream.

At 31 years of age, I finally found myself. I love myself again... I made a beautiful girl laugh...

The connection has been made. Doing things that are uncomfortable makes dreams come true. My dream. My real dream.
 
^ Congratulations man! This is special and that feeling you are having now is the best IMO.
Good luck with that connection!! :)
 
'' I told em about all the abuse that happened- ive fucked up - i did right - i dont care''

It's been difficult - just need to expose this. I like blowing shit up but dont take delight - I just need to see the truth - love the truth.
 
The pain has been enormous - I want to dispel it - for everyone - especially the kids - so sorry , didnt want them subjected to this but better than knowing bullshit I guess
 
I've gone over to God teritory - feeling uneasy but also, confident - that I did the right thing. Im tired of being tired weighed down by the lies of a few. I did my part. :)
 
I know, it wont happen but sometimes, I'd like a normal life - just stop with the revelations and all the pain and elation -I know - I am that I am but sometimes, I'd like a taste of fukin normalcy (maybe not) :):|<3
 
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