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How are you in one word vs. Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Glad you're feeling better FG. It's hard losing the one you love. There will be peaks n valleys but we will live life the majority of the time with a smile on our face, if not for us, for them.

Today I'm having a 'Down' day, feeling a bit lonely and guilty. Back on the horse tomorrow, taking it as it comes.
 
hug for you i take it you mean h as in the horse ? or you mean as in back to sorting your stuff out ?

thank you smiley ive lost a few people over the years to suicide and drugs but some times what hurts the most is losing my cats over the last 10 years breaks my heart to think of them but i do most days
 
foolsgold said:
hug for you i take it you mean h as in the horse ? or you mean as in back to sorting your stuff out ?

thank you smiley ive lost a few people over the years to suicide and drugs but some times what hurts the most is losing my cats over the last 10 years breaks my heart to think of them but i do most days
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Haha, naw a mean try again the mora. One of those days u know! On the downers, wont be the mora though...

Aye sometimes u just got to have a wee greet and then think that they would want u to make the best of it, eh? Thats what happens for me usually, i need to talk myself in to not dwelling on the past. This place is helping me man.
 
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Sad, it's my coworker's or should I say ex now since she's left and wont be back til end of Sept. Really gonna miss her she has been an outstanding colleague! I hope she decides to have a blog so she can post stuff about her travel to Europe. Lucky gal!
 
^I hate it when people you really get along with at work leave. On the one hand you are happy for them, but on the other it makes it not as fun to pass the hours at work.

me: achy, as in headache.
 
emotional!

So much shit is happening in my life right now I just want to hide, but hiding is what has caused all the shit to happen so it's perpetual! How do I end this? I'm so over. I can't fucking take this lifestyle anymore..... *posts in Venting Thread before this gets out of hand*
 
Verri--stay strong. You can make the changes you need to but it never happens overnight. Stress is part of life and the trick is to learn to breathe right through it. Changing my reaction to stress in my life has been the best thing I've ever done. I used to take normal stresses (financial, family, whatever) and turn up the heat in my own head by adding tons of unnecessary anxiety onto an already uncomfortable situation. It's a self-defeating backwards strategy for sure!:\ I still fall into that from time to time but overall I'm getting better at separating what I can't control and letting it go and what I can control (my reactions, thoughts) and concentrating my efforts there. Hang in there and just give yourself a pat on the back for every small change you make; no matter how miniscule it may appear at the time, its probably huge!<3
 
herbavore said:
^I hate it when people you really get along with at work leave. On the one hand you are happy for them, but on the other it makes it not as fun to pass the hours at work.

me: achy, as in headache.
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Yep that's exactly how i feel. She did mention she's coming back but im not expecting too much. Things can change in 4 months, maybe she will love travelling so much and extend it, or maybe she will meet someone and decide to live abroad. Either way I am missing her already, we were really good friends at work and we hung out quite a lot.
 
Like a new person!

(What's a word to describe that?!)
I am out of depression, been working really hard to fix my problems. I am happy for the first time in my life, without drugs!

Ebullience? Exuberance? :)
 
Brain dead. Worked overtime hours today and just really don't want to think about anything. Just want to relax and do nothing tonight and the whole day tomorrow
 
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