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How are you in one word vs. Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

I hope everyone feels better I am right there with you. I have been feeling quite low myself lately.

Today however I am feeling pretty RELAXED. It is beautiful outside and spring is coming soon.
 
Allein said:
Apprehensive

Its mothers day in the UK today (not sure about the rest of the planet) I've got things planned for Mrs A and my mum, both such special people that I owe more to than I could ever even attempt to repay so I just try and love them as much as I can.

The day is also tinged with a little sadness since we lost Mrs A'a mother to cancer some years ago, it wasnt a fitting end to such a strong and determined woman. I've been with Mrs A since I was 15 (and I'm past 40 now) we got on and over the years she became a second mother to me, in the years (about 7) where she fought that awful disease we grew a little closer. She wasnt big on emotion but I understood that she knew I would do my best to look after her daughter and her precious grandchildren.

The day before she passed we took the children to see her, the youngest was no more than a baby, I could see some kind of sense of completion in her holding that child, they are immortality in some way. I hope she knew how much I loved her <3
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I can't think of anything that would give me more peace as a mother than to know my child was well loved.<3
 
Succeeded / 7 years off, but 3 months without methadone- 29 days online without any SOS whatsoever!! First weekend without withdraws!!

First time in 20+ years!!:D=D
 
Wow congratulations Erik that is an incredible accomplishment! Foolsgold we have all been there but whatever it is you may going through at this present moment realize it will soon pass as all other moments before it <3 right now I should probably try taking my own advice because I am feeling ANXIOUS.
 
Cosmic Giraffe said:
Wow congratulations Erik that is an incredible accomplishment! Foolsgold we have all been there but whatever it is you may going through at this present moment realize it will soon pass as all other moments before it <3 right now I should probably try taking my own advice because I am feeling ANXIOUS.
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cheers :)

just typical rebounding with the benzo and just life as normal being sicking to be part of
 
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