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hthr007 said:
Depressed.

I can't shake this feeling and I'm almost afraid to post on BL anymore because now someone IRL knows my username and saw every single post. It's an uneasy feeling. Again I know it's a PUBLIC forum, but he's using everything I said against me it seems. I'm a mess right now and feel like I lost my BL support buddies :(
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You can always abandon your old account and get a new one, or if you become a moderator, you can change your user name and avatar at the same time and it'll be hard for anyone to track you this way.

You shouldn't hold back when posting on here because getting to be yourself is the greatest gift in life. <3

my word: delighted
 
^ Please feel encouraged to contact me with any handle.
Something like this should not be used as leverage, and if you have the need to express yourself and be heard you can always come to me.
I hope you figure a way out of this situation, because it is cruel of him to put you in such a place and that warrants cruel means imo.

Anyway, please go good to yourself.
I'll provide as much support as I can, should you choose to take it.
 
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I've been dealing with these bruised ribs, and have been using painkillers off the streets to get through work.
I have painkillers In my pocket and have been at work for 7 hrs but haven't taken anything and won't tonight.

Kinda proud of myself. I really don't want to develop a dependence again and I'm coming close to doing so with the painkillers. Really trying not to use it as a crutch. Their healing and I'm grateful for that.
 
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Horribly overwhelmed...four essays, two presentations and about 15 books to read in the next 3 weeks, this is gonna be fun.
 
Anxious.

Pagey good luck with your work!! I have the same to do and am shitting it- can't concentrate on anything atm. Also- fuck presentations! :(
 
kace said:
Anxious.

Pagey good luck with your work!! I have the same to do and am shitting it- can't concentrate on anything atm. Also- fuck presentations! :(
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Thank you! Good luck to you too...I've been going through about 5 cups of coffee a day and staying at the library until 10pm half the time, this is killing me!
 
Pagey said:
Thank you! Good luck to you too...I've been going through about 5 cups of coffee a day and staying at the library until 10pm half the time, this is killing me!
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Welcome, and I'm sure your hard work will pay off! :) I definitely need to get my lazy ass down to the library again and do the same.
 
hthr007 said:
Depressed.

I can't shake this feeling and I'm almost afraid to post on BL anymore because now someone IRL knows my username and saw every single post. It's an uneasy feeling. Again I know it's a PUBLIC forum, but he's using everything I said against me it seems. I'm a mess right now and feel like I lost my BL support buddies :(
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Aw dude I have been in a similar situation in the past..
I made a new (this) account to overcome that.
The good thing about bluelight is being able to speak freely.. it gets a bit too much when personal connections start catching on.
Let us know if you end up making a new account <3

I am hating on life with no internet :-(
Haven't been able to keep up as much as I want to.
 
Bored .

We are officially snowed in with a dual state "driving ban". If they catch you driving, they arrest you. Hope we don't lose electricity!
 
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