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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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snowboarder7791 said:
heartbroken and crying... my kitteh charlie is slowly dying and there isnt much i can do about it. surgery really isnt a option cuz of his age. he is the one thing that has kept me alive........
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snowboarder, I still remember meeting you when you first started posting and you said then that Charlie was who kept you going. I thought then about how terribly hard his death was going to be for you and now here it comes. All you can do is to try to take care of yourself the best you can while taking care of him. Animals, especially cats IMO, show us how to die. They stay present until the present ceases to exist (here anyway). Shower him with all the love and affection and care that you have always shown him while he is here. Whatever you do, don't hurt yourself. Stay strong and honor this amazing little fur-covered being that filled your life with love. Maybe he is a teacher. Let him know how much you learned and never forget that. You can take all that love and carry it with you and spread it out into the world.

No matter what, I know how much your heart aches. Are they able to at least make him more comfortable even if they can't cure him?
 
Meh. It's amazing how much a mood can change. I'm more anxious than I have been for quite some time now. :( I need to remember that this will pass and I can take care of this, even if it means swallowing a lot of pride to do so.
 
Cautiously optimistic, I really want today to turn out well. I'm so tired of a stressful home life..

Spork~chin up dear. Pm me sometime.
 
I can't talk about it on the forums guys. Not right now. Maybe in a month, or more time passes.... then maybe.

Much <3 to everyone who cares about me.

For now my word is thankful. Thankful to be alive, thankful to be me, thankful to have plenty of good times ahead of me in life, thankful to know people care about me. <3
 
Smiling - for now.

I was smoking a cigarette on my balcony thinking how much I hate my life & I saw my neighbours dog. The clear joy it displayed running around the courtyard made me smile just seeing such a basic emotion displayed by an animal in it's purest form.

Small things like that make such a difference in life sometimes.

Captain I hope everything works out for you mate & it is nothing serious.
 
horrible, physical pain and anxiety that's 3 times worse than usual, didn't sleep at all because of it

However, not going to let anything drag me down, I was about to (if you read the suicide thread) but I changed my mind

There is nothing to be happy about today, so I'll be happy that today is soon history. Misery loves company, but it's not going to be me.
 
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