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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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sconnie420 said:
Sick.. Been laid up since sunday..I'm in so much pain, this sucks.. Staying positive though.
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Ack, so sorry you've been sick, but I'm glad that you have a good mindset. I know when I'm not feeling well physically, my emotional health usually goes with it so this really does show your strength. Keep up the positive feelings, sconnie love. <3
 
spork said:
Ack, so sorry you've been sick, but I'm glad that you have a good mindset. I know when I'm not feeling well physically, my emotional health usually goes with it so this really does show your strength. Keep up the positive feelings, sconnie love. <3
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Thnx doll,
that was part of my new years resolution: trying to stay positive, trust people more, ect ..
congratulations on possibly getting your name passed on :) .. That's a friend that loves the hell out of you. :)


@hthr. Thnx hun.. How r ya?
 
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Relaxed. I'd like to take a shower and get ready for the day. But I have a very snuggly cat in my lap right now that has different plans for me.
 
Getting very aggravated with the customers at work.

Also, I'm anxious. I was sitting in the break room/cafeteria at work where we have like 6 tables, and the cafeteria was packed because we had lunch catered yesterday. So I go sit at an empty table to check BL/texts/email and 3 people come and sit at my table :( I immediately got really anxious and panicky because of all the people around me & them sitting at my table. I pretended like I had to take a phone call & left the room. I couldn't sit there any longer, I felt like I was going to scream.
 
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spork said:
Relaxed. I'd like to take a shower and get ready for the day. But I have a very snuggly cat in my lap right now that has different plans for me.
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:3 soon this will be me. Then we can both sit on the computer all day and chat with cuddly cats on our lap :3.

I am relaxing as well :). Off work early and enjoying the rest of the day!
 
^gahhhhh. So perfect. <3 >^^<

Currently I'm contemplating a huuuuge leap that I think will ultimately make me a happier person, but is also terrifying as well.
 
^ I say go for the leap, spork! If it'll bring you happiness it'll be worth it, and you'll feel so good at the end knowing you had the courage to go through with it. <3

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Now that I'm home from work and have a 4 day weekend ahead of me, my word is relaxed.
 
<3 to you CH.

I'm plummeting. All my anxiety, depression, frustration, anger, self-hatred is coming back at once and smacking me in the face. I don't know how to calm down but I've had about five panic attacks in the past two hours and I'm just about to explode.
 
Moody as hell today!!! I keep going from one extreme to the other. I can't deal with myself today and how moody I am.
 
^Keep your head up hun and as always, I'm here if you want to talk. <3

Good. I made myself exercise even though I really really didn't want to. I <3 endorphins. :)
 
sconnie420 said:
Trying to be optimistic, even though I was served court papers last night. :/
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Oh no :( If you don't mind me asking, do they have to do with your ex? I totally understand if you don't want to say on here. Just please know I'm always here if you want someone to talk to. I care about you. <3

spork said:
^Keep your head up hun and as always, I'm here if you want to talk. <3

Good. I made myself exercise even though I really really didn't want to. I <3 endorphins. :)
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I love the endorphin rush :) I need to get back into exercising again. I'm thinking of taking up some kick boxing classes. It'll be a 2 in 1 benefit- anger/stress relief and exercise.

My *word* is thoroughly fed up. My cousins boyfriend is now officially moved in, even though they've been dating for only like 2 months. Last night (a Thursday) they had 3 people over that they took home from the bar. They came home at 1:30AM. Their noise level was very high so I politely texted my cousin asking them to please tone it down. By 4:30AM I was still up and they were still here. They managed to spill liquor and salad on my freshly mopped floor, and someone also vomited on it. I FLIPPED out on all of them. They all looked genuinely afraid which was a bit funny seeing as there were all males there & there was a 5'3" 21 year old (they're late 20s early 30s) yelling at them. One of the kids was even shaking. I *made* him clean up the mess too. Aka gave him cleaning stuff and made sure he cleane up his mess. I'm really not that much of a bitch at all but that brought me way over the edge.

Apartment shopping is on my to do list today.
 
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fucking pissed

this stupid HTC inspire phone doesn't work right with blackboard for my classes... fucking first world problems...
 
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