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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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^from what? (I hope it was a good workout, not an injury). How did the date go?

@pagey--hey, I'm back home now so more time for BL etc. Let's talk!<3

@tripnotzym--what caused the panic attack? Anything specific or identifiable? I'm sorry, man. They do suck.
@re-distributed--hopefullt that was a fluke one-time occurence. Have yo found strategies that help you? They are relatively new to me, and are actually decreasing somewhat on their own, but I'm interested to hear if there is anything specific that you recommend besides breathing deeply and rational self-talk.
 
clean
as of 12:01am, January 5, 2013 us central time I have one year clean :)
 
Congrats Serotonin! <3 That's definitely something you should be proud of! :)

Right now, I'm hopeful.
 
@Herb: I had a minor procedure done yesterday morning. Moving around was tough yesterday, but a good night's sleep has improved things muchly. Still going to take it easy today, but will be able to walk around a bit. Oh, and the date went quite well! Although, funny story: my date wound up getting food poisoning from the bloody restaurant. Didn't kick in until she was getting ready to go home, but she was mortified. Those silly omnivores! ;)

ATM: Good. Like, suspiciously so.
 
Embrace the good feelings rather than being suspicious of them. You deserve to feel good, Dave. <3
 
^^I'm sorry to hear that my friend. :(

I'm nervous/anxious
big night ahead of me.
 
regretful.

I found the problems to the world, myself. So long living in denial, fuck.

I need a drastic mental change, the person I have become is disgusting, I hate myself and the way I act. I feel like apologising to the whole world for even existing.
 
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Dave said:
ATM: Good. Like, suspiciously so.
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Like you daren't question it too much or count on it lasting for long just in case there's something shit lurking round the corner gonna fuck it all up if you do? Anything like that at all? ;)

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Sad... had two relatives die in a month.. uncle last month and my 6 week old niece two days ago :(
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Aw man, sorry to hear that. Dunno what's worse, losing someone you have a relationship and history with or losing someone before you even got the chance of that. Rough fucking month for you, huh? Is it your brother's or your sister's kid? How they holding up? You feeling any of that self-imposed pressure to man-up and be the strong supportive one for any of your family, cos make sure you take time out for yourself if you need it, be prepared to lean back a little. <3

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regretful.

I found the problems to the world, myself. So long living in denial, fuck.

I need a drastic mental change, the person I have become is disgusting, I hate myself and the way I act. I feel like apologising to the whole world for even existing.
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No need. Pretty sure the universe hasn't spent billions of years of investment in you, building stars to make what you're made of and keep you alive for nothing, and apologising to 7 billion people you've done nothing to who don't know you from Adam would just be a giant WTF moment for mankind. Course you might wanna apologise to the small handful of people you think you owe it to but pretty sure they'll forgive just about anything if they care enough about you, we can all be self-obsessed, thoughtless pricks when we wanna be. Most important thing if you don't like what you're doing is to start making the changes, move forward. Most would be happy enough with that I think, especially you.
 
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RENTUUUN! haha, nice boardname :)
Anyways, we empty only to fill again, 'tis the only way.

Accordingly to lao tsu, it's also better to be empty than to be brimming over :)

My Word is awake, even though it's quarter after one and I have to work tomorrow :\
 
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