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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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modelskinny said:
Yuck, I'm sorry Pagey. I know that feeling well and it's one of the worst.
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Thanks, it really does feel horrible - and I feel like an idiot since I brought it on myself. Plus I'm not able to travel like this so having to find a last minute train back to London for this week-end, it's gonna be super expensive and my parents want to kill me...they don't even know why I'm sick. :\
 
Pagey said:
Thanks, it really does feel horrible - and I feel like an idiot since I brought it on myself. Plus I'm not able to travel like this so having to find a last minute train back to London for this week-end, it's gonna be super expensive and my parents want to kill me...they don't even know why I'm sick. :\
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Wouldn't normally advise people to lie but blame norovirus / winter vomiting. Absolutely rampant this time of year, massive outbreak on, 24-48 hour thing then right as rain. Fits perfectly with the fallout from the kind of drug excesses you're dealing with. Doesn't help with the cost of the train ticket but hey, at least it's not your fault. Pesky noroviruses.
 
concerned and i dunno weird. just found out my best mates father has just had a brain tumour removed and that it was malignant meaning it could come back. he starts chemo when he recovers from the brain op. shit just got real.
 
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concerned and i dunno weird. just found out my best mates father has just had a brain tumour removed and that it was malignant meaning it could come back. he starts chemo when he recovers from the brain op. shit just got real.
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Oh man that shit's harsh. In the last 2 years I had my best friend and a girl I was seeing both go through surgery to have brain tumors removed. I hope their family is alright and coping with all this. :(
 
Restless.

It's 630 am, I'm exhausted, and I don't need to be up until 10:40 for my work shift...12pm-10pm. If I don't get more sleep ill be beat. This anxiety induced insomnia is killing me.
 
Anxious; waiting for an appointment with my psychiatrist which I have put off for too long
 
Heather, Skinny, insomnia sure does suck. Self-sustaining ain't it? You get pissed off and stressed out that you're not sleeping which stops you from fucking sleeping all the more. Happy days! 8)

Sconnie, glad to hear that. Been a bit lacking for a while hasn't it, but optimism sounds good. :)

I'm conflicted. My alcoholic, heroin / methadone / crack addicted next door neighbour, who I assume has been in prison again these last 3 or 4 weeks got home late last night. I should be pleased for him that he's home, and I am really, I know exactly where he's at and how it feels but the constant stream of reprobates up and down his front steps hammering away and shouting up at windows and slamming the metal cage on the door going in and out at all hours since is already doing my fucking head in. I'm just waiting for the domestic violence thing with the alcoholic couple he has staying with him to kick off, plenty of time yet this evening. It's been real peaceful here for a change over the holiday. Must. Dig. Deep. For. Understanding. Tolerance. And. Compassion. Raaaaaaaargh! :!
 
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