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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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I tried to have sex just for fun. It turns out I can't release fluids without becoming completely attached. I feel used & like I disrespected myself. Even though I was trying to "use" the situation - it backfired.

The saddest part is that just as I was about to sit on his couch with him to begin the sexual festivity... I checked my phone for any New Year greetings. A dear one (who is so far from me that my night is his day, my day is his night...) made a point to message me at the stroke of midnight (some random afternoon hour for him) .. some loving thing.... why did I act so carelessly?

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ain't nobody doped as me, i'm just so fresh and so clean (clean).

just had another quick cold shower and now sitting back relaxed in front of the fan with a wet face washer on my head to keep as cool as possible - it's hitting the mid 30's celsius at the moment. and i've got an icy cold drink of V8 fruit juice, which i'm addicted to, the tomato juice as well!
 
tentram said:
ain't nobody doped as me, i'm just so fresh and so clean (clean).

just had another quick cold shower and now sitting back relaxed in front of the fan with a wet face washer on my head to keep as cool as possible - it's hitting the mid 30's celsius at the moment. and i've got an icy cold drink of V8 fruit juice, which i'm addicted to, the tomato juice as well!
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I just went outside for 5 minutes and have decided never to leave the house during the day again until April at least :P

[Ecstatic]

My ex gave me the best possible compliment she could, and without even realising what she had done, she made my whole day :D
 
^haha, which part of oz are you in, dude? it's been overcast and we've had a few showers over the last few days so the humidity afterward has been killer:| i'm in central queensland on the tropic of capricorn line so shit gets hot here.

pastelcircus said:
^dude. i can easily down the giant cans of v8 tomato juice. I'm not a fan of the fruit stuff, but still. I love that shit.
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it's god damn addictive juice, huh? so damn delicious. it's worth the extra money buying it rather than those shithouse cordial/watered down juice concentrates.
 
tentram said:
^haha, which part of oz are you in, dude? it's been overcast and we've had a few showers over the last few days so the humidity afterward has been killer:| i'm in central queensland on the tropic of capricorn line so shit gets hot here.
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I'm just on the border of the Brisbane area in the south. It's been hot as hell today (probably all summer but I don't leave the house during the day much). 34C apparently.

I just bought myself a 2L bottle of V8 having never tasted it before. It's so delicious and perfect for days like this.
 
I feel fully rebuilt , over the moon, 110% and high scores on everything.

yeah im feel extremely happy for a change :)
 
Anxious/excited

Big date. She leaves town tomorrow. Lives 1000 km away. Not sure what do.
 
^Have fun!!

I feel absolutely and horribly sick. Unintentionally overdid it on the drugs last night and I can't move without throwing up...and I'm supposed to go back to London tonight, I have no idea how I'm going to be able to travel like this :(
 
Pagey said:
^Have fun!!

I feel absolutely and horribly sick. Unintentionally overdid it on the drugs last night and I can't move without throwing up...and I'm supposed to go back to London tonight, I have no idea how I'm going to be able to travel like this :(
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Yuck, I'm sorry Pagey. I know that feeling well and it's one of the worst.
 
Feeling like the twelve days' holiday I just had is already a distant memory not even two full days back into work yet, and Easter is looking a long, long way away. :( On the plus side only one day and two hours of work left till it's the weekend again. Gotta love three day weeks. :)
 
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... why should the coffee girls act confounded that i want an iced coffee, and not a hot one. i don't mind if it's 20degrees out, i would rather not get warmed up from drinking something hot only to become cold again; assuming i were to dally around in this weather.
 
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