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How Are You in One Word Vs Happiness; Only Real When Shared =D

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^ Will do! LOL it's 30F outside right now which is mild compared to the 7F it was the other week!

Anyway, my mood severely depressed . I'm so fed up with everything. I feel like I have to fake happiness for every aspect of my life, especially at work. It gets tiring.
 
pleasantly chilled.... two days off now <snip>.... planning a pool trip for the hot weather in the next few days :/
 
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My word right now is sleepy. I might actually actively nap today for the first time since I don't know when.
 
Really concerned for a good friend who is obviously crossing the line between healthy living and the dark side :( and Im not making a bL reference either..
 
Bored. I can't wait for school to start again. Even though I often complain during the semester of the stress and how busy I am, for the most part I'm much happier.
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Glad

I almost drank today had my mind made up, standing there in the store staring at the bottle. But I turned around and walked out. Glad I did. :)
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Fantastic! I had a few battles with myself today but they were small in comparison. Thanks for the inspiration and stay strong!<3
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Glad

I almost drank today had my mind made up, standing there in the store staring at the bottle. But I turned around and walked out. Glad I did. :)
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Well done mate, that's brilliant. As we know its easy to resist most things other than temptation itself.
To have it there in front of you and the strength to leave without it is excellent,well done,impressive inner strength you have there.
 
Determined

Determined
I am determined to carry on not using heroin. Determined to reduce my methadone dose throughout this year and determined to get myself another job.
 
Worried. I'm a bit worried about a BLer called 7Ca5p. He asked for suicide methods and me thinking he wasn't really being serious gave him a couple of options in jest. I just advised him to bash himself over the head with a frying pan to knock himself the fuck out and die but based on his reply I'm starting to wonder whether there might actually be some truth to his request. I'm 50% certain he's not genuine but from the sounds of it he's had a chronic pain condition rather than a mental health problem and just wants to off himself.

I hope it is just a cry for help because I'll be fucking pissed off if it isn't.
 
Dude you shouldn't given out harsh advice like that to people who are asking about those methods. It's just not cool.
 
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Yeah I know. I made a mistake. I guess I was angry because of my own health issues that I'm having which make me feel very irritable. It was wrong but if I was well I wouldn't be acting out like that I am at the moment. I got into a fight with some random guy too today.

edit: by the way he himself said about killing himself over webcam:

I'll do it over a live YouTube stream like Felix Baumgartner. I'll also have a stereo on in the background playing the Benny Hill theme tune. I anticipate around a million hits and an article from MSN news the next day.
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So I don't think he's offended but still you're right, I shouldn't have said it.
 
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Annoyed.

My cousin/roomate has his boyfriend over all the time and his boyfriend does nothing but lay around, eat our food, etc. I feel so uncomfortable with him here. When I moved in I agreed with my cousin to just live with him- this new guy had only been seeing him not even a month. I'm uncomfortable in this house but refuse to move back home with my parents.
 
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