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How are you in one word vs. feelin' the feels

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Suicidal.

I'm not reaching for the pain pills or finding a noose or anything, but the thought of ending it won't leave my mind. I hate my pitiful existence and giving up drugs is becoming increasingly difficult. Usually I'd just go and score to alleviate this sort of morbid thought processes, instead I'm gritting my teeth and facing reality with sobriety.
 
GodSpeedK said:
Suicidal.

I'm not reaching for the pain pills or finding a noose or anything, but the thought of ending it won't leave my mind. I hate my pitiful existence and giving up drugs is becoming increasingly difficult. Usually I'd just go and score to alleviate this sort of morbid thought processes, instead I'm gritting my teeth and facing reality with sobriety.
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<3<3 It is difficult but you have to try to be optimistic. I was suicidal months ago but look at me now!!! There are a lot of reasons to live and once you realize this you will rise up! Much love <3
 
Obsessed

Can't break this cycle of thoughts on the hamster wheel in my head.
This is seriously breaking me, my girlfriend and my family down.
it's killing them to see me like this and I now feel like I'm hurting everyone else.
 
Happy, but glum.

It's my birthday, but my working hours this week are preventing me from seeing anybody (even my fiance).
Meh.
Life goes on :)
 
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