iliketoast
Bluelighter
anxious
Dr
what's goin on bud?
yes..but that takes time...a luxury i dont have....
thx for the concern![]()

scam artist "landlord" stole my deposit and first month rent and rented out my room out from under me
so now im homeless...once again
. My buddy got his landlord back by throwing one last big party after he got the last months rent off him and we fucking demolished that place :D . We even beat most of the gyp rock out of the walls lol. I really hate those overcharging rack renting bastards and they truly are the lowest form of life on this planet not to mention the most utterly useless class of people. I really hope it works out for you and if you want feel free to hit me up via PM if you don't wanna talk about it here. Good luck to ya 
. My sleep has been absolute shit lately but i'm hoping i'll get a good nights sleep tonight.Nervous~ this guy seems to good to be true. ♡♥♡
Dnt stop being nice..the world needs more nice people.I know that feeling!
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I am tired of being a nice person and getting constantly fucked over for it.
.. nice and stubborn> dont stand for that treatment ever.. @ AD LIB.. i'm a very nice person.. nice> treat others as I like to be treated.. nice and direct> yeah If someone is treating me like shit I call that person out and their scumbag behavior out immediately in front of who ever the hell is around.. nice and stubborn> dont stand for that treatment ever..
contemplative
going to burst out of my chest.
starts racing so fast again.Ughh I've been having major anxiety for the past two days...
Its feels like mygoing to burst out of my chest.
And when I get home around 2 in the morning or later from work, I feel so panicky at night time mystarts racing so fast again.
It feels as though I'm going to have a heart attack at night and die (even though I know I won't). So It takes me a while to go to sleep.
I've never had a panic attack lasting this long.
So excited..I can't wait to see my guy. I'm fricking fabulous.
excited for you.