One of those "everything is fucking wrong" kind of days for me. And it doesn't seem like tomorrow will be any better. or the next day. I really don't know if I can do this anymore. More importantly, I don't know that I even WANT to do it anymore.
Hopeless, nearing the end of my rope. Things with the family are getting worse and worse, I hate just how much my depression has such an effect on my loved ones and that I can't kill myself because of how scarring it would be to them.