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How are you in One Word vs. A Smile is a Curve That Sets Everything Straight

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learning

spent past couple hours reading trip reports and wikipedia pages, feeling very hungry for knowledge

which im happy about because its been a while since ive done that kind of cross-referencing with bluelight, im taking it as a sign of thought processes clearing up thx to sobriety

im going to read a book in bed tonight instead of movies/tv shows, i want to start moving my life's direction into simplicity and back to basics
 
In pain.

For some reason now when I eat, my stomach hurts like crazy for the next hour.
May have to organize a trip to the doctor :-(
 
tripnotyzm said:
In pain.

For some reason now when I eat, my stomach hurts like crazy for the next hour.
May have to organize a trip to the doctor :-(
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Oh no Trip i hope you feel better :(

Sleepy I need to get my dose of caffeine. Off to Starbucks!
 
^ This

also, VERY fullfilled, confused, happy, scared.

I know not the word..


Ironically, I HATE fkn Mary Poppins :p
 
I feel zombified.

I couldn't sleep still at 4 in the morning again, <snip> I slept until 2pm and I fell as far from well rested and mentally clear as possible... this is utterly terrible. I'm about to go flush the bottle.. never again.
 
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http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...and-ponder?p=11904571&viewfull=1#post11904571

it's not looking good. I'm losing her.

I fear the girl I love is going to break up with me tonight. I don't understand. Currently talking to her but it's looking grim. She's emotionally unstable and she made a terrible decision to look at my ex's facebook page and now she's freaking out about not having the history with me that I have with me ex because she saw pictures of us together and knwos I was with her for 4 years but I can't seem to get through to her that none of that matters. I can't seem to convince her that I didn't even know what love was until I met her. She's freaking out about it and I'm terrified that she's about to break up with me. Fuck. I don't know what to do. I'm scared.

She's slipping away. I don't know what to do
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