Tired from working both jobs today... my day started at 7am and I got off from my main job at 5:40 pm and drove directly to my second gig and clocked in at 6pm. I did not get home until about midnight. Long day. But also feeling grateful as I am lucky to have a job, let alone two.
Also feeling scared, nervous and disappointed in myself for making the choice to pick up again.
Trying to feel determined that I can get clean and stay clean again like I was for 2 years before, but its hard not to feel discouraged at the same time.
Thats meeeeee...always feeling so many conflicting emotions. YeahhhhhCrazyChick!