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How Are You In One Word ver. Smile Because It Happened

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^The thyroid check is a good idea. When they go out of whack they cause a lot of problems in your body from sickness to sleep issues. Another thought would be to have your tonsils checked (if you still have them). Mine poison my body and I get sick all the time with only 1 or 2 days respite.

{Exctited}

6 days off work and a doof in 2 =D
 
modelskinny said:
Totally random, but have you ever had blood testing done on your thyroid? I wouldn't be surprised if you had hypothyroidism.
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^The thyroid check is a good idea. When they go out of whack they cause a lot of problems in your body from sickness to sleep issues. Another thought would be to have your tonsils checked (if you still have them). Mine poison my body and I get sick all the time with only 1 or 2 days respite.
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Huh no, I haven't had either of those checked. Thanks guys, I'll mention it to my doctor :)
It is pretty weird how often I've been getting sick.
 
Still Dark - I wanna know who's messing with my dimmer switch, it seemed to be going so well but the last couple of days have been truly scary, thoughts and feelings I never wanted to experience and again. I'm not sure how to turn to, loved ones would just be to upset and worried to be of any help and I'm pretty sure my doctor would just want me back on ADs. I'm holding things together <snip> but that's no long term answer.

May be this will pass as quickly as it came, but it's really knocked my confidence :\
 
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^If it lasts much longer, I would definitely check in with your doctor. Find out what's going on and take care of yourself please. <3
 
Benighted also. It seems to be the week for it, so many good, good people seem all of a sudden overtaken by bewildered despair. Do some reaching out guys, to anyone. Don't suffer in silence, alone. All things must pass, including this darkness.

Big love to everyone suffering this week. <3
 
Sepher is right, guys (ATM, Serotonin, goonbag, Mr Scagnattie and Rx-prn)--reach out, hang together, and just keep talking! We humans have words as the only consolation and tool to balance out having been given the big brains that cause us so much misery.

One thing to remember is that thinking other people shouldn't have to suffer because of worrying about us is faulty thinking. In the end, people suffer way more when you hold it in.

Acceptance of what was and acceptance of what is--that's my goal for today. Hang in there everybody--love to each and every one of you.<3
 
I'm OK RX. Thanks. :) <3 I'll post what I put to Facebook earlier:

I just figured something out when I went to share a post someone put to my timeline with someone. They're not on my friends list anymore. I can't see them anywhere on Facebook. It's OK, i get it, the need for distance. Same as they've not answered my calls and texts in weeks. It still cuts.

I'd just hoped we could stay friends but I know it's been confusing for both of us trying to work out how that works. It's maybe best. It's clearly best for her right now and I respect that. I understand. Losing a friend is hard though. Spesh my closest one. I'll be OK.
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^My ex-gf, girl I split with just a year ago. We've been in constant touch since trying to stay friends. Clearly no more. Irony of ironies, today had been a better day than I'd had all week. I did some positive things needed doing, spoke to my boss, going back to work next week cos being at home is doing more harm than good. And then I discovered the above after my first real visit to Facebook all week. It just killed me. But I'm OK. Funny old thing, life, isn't it? Not half the fucking comedian it thinks it is like, but still.
 
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I'm OK RX. Thanks. :) <3 I'll post what I put to Facebook earlier:



^My ex-gf, girl I split with just a year ago. We've been in constant touch since trying to stay friends. Clearly no more. Irony of ironies, today had been a better day than I'd had all week. I did some positive things needed doing, spoke to my boss, going back to work next week cos being at home is doing more harm than good. And then I discovered the above after my first real visit to Facebook all week. It just killed me. But I'm OK. Funny old thing, life, isn't it? Not half the fucking comedian it thinks it is like, but still.
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Oh Sepher that sucks. When my ex stopped answering my texts and started making it obvious he didn't want us to stay friends or to have anything more to do with each other it destroyed me. Sometimes it's for the best though :( <3

Serotonin101 said:
Free

I'm off drug court now.
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Congrats!!

I'm free too with a whole month of vacation ahead of me. Well, exam study time, but vacation really.
 
stardust.hero said:
<3 ATM be careful <3 I had a strong backhand of a confidence knocker as of late too. :( <3 I'm feeling somewhat stable today.
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Today I'm quite scared TBH, I think I've not been looking after myself, stupid works stress, deep sadness about a long standing and worsening issue with my father and a slide back into amphetamine use, I need to take morphine for pain doesn't help either.

I'll not go into detail but I've dumbed myself the last couple of days, I hope this is just a passing bump in the road but I haven't felt this bad since I had to go into care and I just can't put the people, around me through al, that again.

I cane off ADs this year and tears aren't something I'm uses to but they are coming now....may be that;s a good thing.....Christ I need <snip> right now:|
 
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