How Are You In One Word ver. Smile Because It Happened

[ad lib]

Pissed off from work.

 

[Seyer]

Bored.

 

[ugly]

Befuddled.

I think my dad is having an affair. He has been married to my mom for 55 years.

I am pretty sure I almost caught him (on accident). I wasn't looking for it, that's for sure.

Now I don't know what to do. I don't know what to think. I don't hate him.

I just feel bad. I wish I had not seen or heard anything.

 

[tripnotyzm]

Ahhh so sorry to hear about that, Ugly..
Must be such a confusing position for you..

I'm HaPpY with the new Recovery section.
The Dark Side just took it up a notch.

 

[ugly]

Thank you, tripno. I appreciate your kindness.

The recovery section is awesome. Well done.

 

[AlphaMethylPhenyl]

good

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

Sore

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Thankful to be alive.

 

[ad lib]

Tired.

I want to sleep all day, not work

 

[Black Rabbit of Inle]

{Pissed}

Fucking justice system

 

[laugh]

Isolated

 

[Allein]

Dark - I can't understand how this happened so quickly I though I was fine only a few days ago, maybe I was just fooling myself. Messing with <snip> probably;y has had a part to play ...stupid..stupid...stupid..

 

[ad lib]

Much better than yesterday.

 

[modelskinny]

Ugh that's such a discomforting feeling, Model.



Calm

Ouch, that stuff can really hurt! Hopefully you two can sort it out, personally I have really bad trust issues and when a similar thing happened in the past with my closest girlfriend, well, it pretty much ruined our friendship, it was a really tough thing for me because I have very few people I consider as real friends and every single one of my friends is extremely important to me

Unsure.

To elaborate on my last post, my best girl told me early this fall that she booked a 30-day trip to Europe in the Spring, and pulled up the website of the tour company, etc etc., and then I said how fun it looked and she said I should go. So I did. For the last 6 months I had been making payments on the tour (which spans ALL over Europe) and just completed the final payment sometime last week. She texted me, a few days ago now, asking if we could meet Wednesday night to talk about the trip. I immediately got an ill feeling in my stomach and flat out asked her if she was bailing on me. She said yes. Apparently she initially wanted to go on the trip alone "for personal reasons", which when I asked her to explain, she said to overcome her social anxiety. I can understand that completely, suffering from it myself, but to be such a liar and pretend to be going on this trip together for half of a year? Ugh... She said that I could still get my money back, but I intend on going. Fuck her. This isn't the first time she's fucked me over and I doubt it will be the last. She still wants to meet tonight to talk, but I'm not sure if I should even bother wasting my time.

 

[ad lib]

^^ That's so messed up!

I'd be PISSED. I hate when people bail last minute.

 

[AlphaMethylPhenyl]

nice

 

[Timber]

Stressed. The time I took to get clean, relationship stress, PAWS ...is just ate a ton into the time I have to work on some major school tasks ...and is still sapping my motivation a bit (though much less so than a week ago). Got to find a way to slam my body into KB&TN mode or this is going to be a rather expensive lesson in life.

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

Edgy

Really stressed regarding certain imminent choices I need to make..

 

[Serotonin101]

this...

I second this.

 

[Pagey]

Sick. Again. 3rd time this month and it always lasts like a week