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How Are You In One Word ver. Smile Because It Happened

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Re-distributed said:
{Happy}

Everything is working out in my favour. I usually miss going to doofs because I'm working, but I have the weekend off and my friends are heading down to one in NSW so I'm heading along too :D
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I did not realize you are a doofer!!
When are you coming to NSW??
If the party is close to me, perhaps I will join you =D
 
^ I love the excitement, CH! :D

My word: ExcitedContentHappySleepy
 
Mr.S, I'm always a PM away as well. I know you've been going through a lot lately so please make sure you're taking care of yourself, OK?

My word now is relaxed. I haven't changed out of my jammies all day. I don't remember the last time I did that and it feels incredible :D
 
Awful

Today, I suppose, is the day when the joy of finally getting clean is replaced by the reality that my life is once again really screwed up and full of uncertainty. I woke up today with my heart pounding and the fear and anxiety has only gotten progressively worse. Thank goodness I am not able to get anything where I am now or I would be in trouble. Still, it takes a lot to continue to believe that clean/sober is the better path when it is this psychologically painful. Ugh.
 
Hey RedLeader,

Getting clean can be a very taxing process, and I want to congratulate you on getting this far. It can be hard, but with each passing day it does get easier.

I am Blobified...

So busy lately, and a bad sleep last night. I am spent.
 
^^you can do this man. You got my number if you ever need to talk.

Still empty, but more blissful today.
things are a bit better with the girl, going to apply for this job tomorrow, seeing the girl in the morning before my 330 class, starting my first step again tonight now that I got a new sponsor. All should be well.
 
tripnotyzm said:
I did not realize you are a doofer!!
When are you coming to NSW??
If the party is close to me, perhaps I will join you =D
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I saw the event you posted in Aus Social but that's not the one I'm going too. I think the one I'm heading to involves Rabbits ;) And I shall be down on friday/saturday/sunday

{Anticipatory}

Can't wait for the weekend
 
disappointed.


Found out that my closest girlfriend was lying to me about something rather important for the last 6 months. and by lying, I mean straight-to-the-face kind of bullshit. I was angry earlier, but now I just can't understand how someone could be such a coward.
 
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disappointed.


Found out that my closest girlfriend was lying to me about something rather important for the last 6 months. and by lying, I mean straight-to-the-face kind of bullshit. I was angry earlier, but now I just can't understand how someone could be such a coward.
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Ouch, that stuff can really hurt! Hopefully you two can sort it out, personally I have really bad trust issues and when a similar thing happened in the past with my closest girlfriend, well, it pretty much ruined our friendship, it was a really tough thing for me because I have very few people I consider as real friends and every single one of my friends is extremely important to me :(

Good :)
 
RedLeader said:
Awful

Today, I suppose, is the day when the joy of finally getting clean is replaced by the reality that my life is once again really screwed up and full of uncertainty. I woke up today with my heart pounding and the fear and anxiety has only gotten progressively worse. Thank goodness I am not able to get anything where I am now or I would be in trouble. Still, it takes a lot to continue to believe that clean/sober is the better path when it is this psychologically painful. Ugh.
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It's okay. You can do it. We're all on your side! How are things today? I'm experiencing the same range of emotions after getting clean and sober, but it will eventually even out. I promise. I didn't think it would, but it will. <3

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I am tired, excited, and satisfied. I think everything is finally starting to come together in my life for once.
 
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Oh man kayholed, hold on! Reconsider whether this is really the best option, and whether you have to choose that option now... If it's still that bad in aweek/months, you still got the opportunity... Is there some kind of counselling/crisis intervention you can turn to? friends, family? Life is a bunch of shit sometimes, but making an impulsive decision, especially with that certain "fuck it" attitude, is the worst you can do!

EDIT: My word?

moonstruck. Can't sleep and a minute ago I noticed it is full moon tonight. Coincidence, I guess...
 
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Better. I realized I can survive even my worst possible scenario, even if I don't like it.
 
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