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How Are You In One Word ver. Smile Because It Happened

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Unsure..

Do I give up my Saturday night to work for 12 hours, or do I go and celebrate my friends birthdays ??
 
^ hmmm, do you need the money? ... If not maybe take the time off and treat yourself to some fun.

Tired ... I was out all night, and it wasn't on purpose. I fell asleep at the girlys house, and now I am at school.... arg.
 
Yeah I sort of do need the money for my Europe trip in 4 months..
But I'm already committed to doing some fund raising on Saturday arvo, so if I work I will have to blow that off.. I will feel pretty bad. And it's Saturday night's.. Who does that?!
 
Can't say it in one word.

Was happy and not high on anything, which I don't think I have felt in ages.

Right now I am in a lot of pain from a severe migraine and pain from my trigeminal nerve. Am medicating for it, but only because of the pain - I'd like to experience at least a few days with no drugs at all, as I feel I can now be happy or satisfied without being high. I can't remember the last time I went a day without some kind of drug. Even with the pain, I am not in an otherwise negative state of mind.

I have not had to deal with the kind of pain that those of you with big drug problems have had to deal with, but I have had plenty of other things to deal with and I think some of them were just as hard, only for different reasons.
 
Absolutely knackered!

I had police beating at my door at 3am this morning. Could only have been police hammering away like they did. 8o Welfare check to see if I was alive or not. Guy I met last week at A&E and swapped numbers with had been calling me for two days apparently, decided when I didn't answer I must be dead, called the police out in a mad panic. He'd got my number down wrong the bloody muppet! 8) So, 3am I'm on the phone to the guy reassuring him, no surprise he was rather worse for wear so a tricky conversation. Nice of him to worry like that but will have to tread careful with this, I'm trying to get sober, he's not and clearly in need of a friend. Hmmmmm.
 
^ Ah that's such an awkward position to be in :\ But at least the police weren't there for any other reason.

{Anxious}

Damn panic attacks are setting in because I have plans to go out tomorrow. I just want them to go away, I know there's nothing to worry about.
 
Tired.

I don't want to have adult responsibilities today. I want to sleep my day away.
 
Pagey said:
I'd forgotten you were coming, you gotta tell me when you're in Paris trip :)
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Ill be there for a week or so from August 1st.
=D --> Me when I get to pay my respects to Jim Morrison.

Productive.
I've been writing some killer electronic music today.
I never do that.
 
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