How Are You In One Word ver. Smile Because It Happened

[Serotonin101]

Rip mugz :/ I hate seeing one of us die.

Hollow:
Things are going poorly with the girl. I've detached from it emotionally to cope for now. Just when I thought things were going well. Her daughter seems to be taking a liking to me now which was my biggest worry. Now momma is being emotional and standoffish. So instead of taking all this to heart and getting hurt, ill let the monster out for a bit and turn off my humanity.

 

[Mariposa]

RIP Mugz, I did not know him well but he never failed to make me laugh. Wish he had stuck around longer, for sure.

My word: frustrated. I'm being asked to shoulder more of a financial burden than I can afford. I don't want to be in a position to have to borrow, but work is just NOT picking up the way I expected, I'm still injured, and I'm in quick need of doing something differently.

 

[tripnotyzm]

Twisted.

Energy drinks are bad

 

[Pagey]

Meh. Feel kinda empty and aimless these days.

 

[modelskinny]

Calm.

I found myself realizing that I hadn't thought of you for quite a while, and it put my mind at ease. You deserve better than what I can give right now. And maybe it's better that way.

 

[thesameoldfears]

sad.

 

[tripnotyzm]

Confused.

Don't know what I want.

 

[FnX]

Nervous

Gonna see my p.doc very soon, it's been quite a long time since I last saw her, I really don't like her at all but I can't afford to go to anyone else now either. Let's hope for the best...

 

[Black Rabbit of Inle]

{Overworked}

No time for much else these days

 

[Vaya]

Enthusiastically exhausted.

~ Vaya ~​

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Nervous

me too

 

[ad lib]

Horrible

 

[Allein]

Reflective on how lucky I am and how precious time and life are, I need to try and reach out a little more and hide away a little less

 

[Seyer]

Calm.

I found myself realizing that I hadn't thought of you for quite a while, and it put my mind at ease. You deserve better than what I can give right now. And maybe it's better that way.

Baby steps



Healing.

 

[Abject]

Better.

Much to everyone

 

[spork]

Unstable. I keep thinking that it's getting better then burst out in tears again. This last week has been a roller coaster. Thankfully I have spring break now which I'm hoping will give me the opportunity to just take a bit of time off to reflect on everything and try to focus on what it is I need now.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

hungry

 

[herbavore]

@Trip: confused about something in particular or just in general? You know what they say, confusion contains more knowledge than knowing. I always get a kick out of my older son, who will make pros and cons lists about anything he is confused about. I always suggest making a middle column called, prons.

@Re-distributed--take some time for yourself and take care of yourself. You have been doing such a thorough job here since joining the mod team. Can't do anything about your IRL work situation for you but we can at least try to cover for you here so that you get a break. Don't burn yourself out!

@ Heather: why horrible? ((())) (and soup?)

@ Spork: I think it will probably keep hitting you that way for a while, Sporky. Don't let it worry you. Maybe it is less "unstable" than standing up for the sadness that your friend's death deserves. Think of it as honoring him and don't let it scare you. You have deep feelings and that is what makes you so lovable.

@Abject: better is such a good word.

@ Captain: I have lots of left-overs!

me: very deeply sad . hard night. I was looking for a picture of Caleb to post in a thread here and I came across this one where is about 4 or 5 years old and he has this beautiful little I've-got-a-secret grin on his face and he is looking directly into the camera (which he always did) and I just got lost in his eyes. I found myself sobbing and repeating, " You were perfect. You are perfect." I miss him so much it is indescribable.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

my word: upset

@ Captain: I have lots of left-overs!

awwww thanks herby

 

[ad lib]

@ rx_prn: why horrible? ((())) (and soup?)

me: very deeply sad . hard night. I was looking for a picture of Caleb to post in a thread here and I came across this one where is about 4 or 5 years old and he has this beautiful little I've-got-a-secret grin on his face and he is looking directly into the camera (which he always did) and I just got lost in his eyes. I found myself sobbing and repeating, " You were perfect. You are perfect." I miss him so much it is indescribable.

Although I am very proud of myself for kicking my opiate addiction, the emotional effects are really messing with my head. A lot of depression and "missing" certain aspects of the addiction.

And herbavore I am so sorry to hear how sad you are. I teared up reading that. The bond and love that is shared between a mother and a child is so deep. You're always in my thoughts.