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I'm feeling so awful that part of me wishes I wasn't alive so I didn't have to suffer so much.

The other part of me knows I am here to go through this and continue going on to get through to the good/better times but god damn this sucks :X
 
:-P

Im on 12 hour night shift sleep schedule, which turns my body in to slug-mode, forming the personality of a brick >_<
 
Depressed

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Wow to add to it, I just found out one of my beta fish died... I saw him on the bottom of the tank. I know some will think "it's just a fish", but I don't care. It's still a living breathing organism and all of its babies were around it...
 
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^<3 So sorry, hun. Losing a pet is awful, no matter what kind of animal it is. I hope things look up for you soon.

My current word is warm, though not yet uncomfortably so. This beginning part of summer/ending part of spring is probably my favorite time of year.
 
^That depends entirely on your point of view. My point of view says that you are lucky and so are we for having you. Take good care. I hope that your mind settles on lucky.<3

rx--i'm so sorry about your fish. When one of ours died (years ago now) I felt sad every time I looked at the bowl for weeks.

CH--I hope you feel better my friend.<3
 
Lots of love to all those that are hurting. Remember that this too shall pass. <3 <3 <3

Right now my word is tired
 
Nervous.

I have to do a presentation in one of my classes today....I hate stuff like this.
 
I just returned from the methadone clinic not too long ago; had rocks hurled at me on the way back. This town is a special type of hell-hole...

Raging.
 
Okay

It seems though that things were not as sure as I believed and my mom seemed pretty sure of regarding the move because nobody else is going to cooperate. My brother will not use any of his money to pay the bills in this house and the niece is staying with a friend instead. It wasn't likely going to be a permanent move anyway. At least my niece and her kid are staying in a safe place for now.
 
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