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usedtobe said:
Hopeless again. Feel like I can't ever ger clean.
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You can. It's actually easier not to use drugs than to keep using them, it's just hard not to itch a scratch when you feel it.

Keep your mind focused on healthy and happy things/activities, stay in touch with your family and (non-using) friends, exercise, and before you know it - you'll be clean.

You just have to believe in yourself. Best of luck.
 
usedtobe said:
Hopeless again. Feel like I can't ever ger clean.
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Captain.Heroin said:
You can. It's actually easier not to use drugs than to keep using them, it's just hard not to itch a scratch when you feel it.

Keep your mind focused on healthy and happy things/activities, stay in touch with your family and (non-using) friends, exercise, and before you know it - you'll be clean.

You just have to believe in yourself. Best of luck.
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What CH said. It's incredibly difficult but just remember no one's stopping you from getting clean but you. You can do this :)

I'm feeling loved/appreciated. After a really shit year I suddenly seem to be getting compliments from everyone for some reason. In the past couple of weeks a few friends have just randomly told me how much they care about me, my brother who doesn't do anything these days aside from sulking in his room has asked if we could go travel together this summer, my ex wants to get back together and I got an incredible job for this summer - and the company's president just called me today to tell me how impressed she was by the interview and that she's really glad I'll be working with them. Feels fucking awesome :D
 
Nice one, Pagey.
Its awesome when the universe decides to throw kind gestures at us all at once :)

I'm feeling sick/much nausea.
probably got something to do with the eggs Benedict and giant mocha I consumed before the sun had risen.
 
TENSE man...wasted the whole day in the bedroom, too anxious to come out. Haven't been like this in a while.

Half the family was in the kitchen, the other quarter in the living room - and since those are the only two rooms I can eat in, I didnt eat. Have to buck the fuck up.
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Glad that I don't have to deal with any more impossibly difficult criminology exams or papers.
 
Tired
Got shit done today.

It's going to be a fucking long one tomorrow. LEAVING the hotel @ 4AM to head even FURTHER south for work.

I am a happy camper all though,I get MY FIRST fucking paycheck, after 4 weeks of work. :D
 
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