Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
accepting
very sad and in major pain
i have really overdone it walking on my busted leg and am really paying for that today. And very sad because i miss my son and i honestly don't think he gives two shits about me anymore except for getting the call that i've dropped over dead so he'll inherit the property i worked so hard to payoff and the money i've saved for a retirement i'll prob never make it to. I have no idea why, what i did, what has caused him to seem so cold toward me. He was my only child who made it to term alive and i love him beyond measure. It really hurts my heart. I just don't understand.
And my leg is absolutely screaming, doubt i'll be able to work at all this week.
-izzy
Dude I've been having crazy weird dreams, too! The sad part is, they are always sexually frustatrating. Which in itself is frustrating bc if you can't get what you want in your dreams, WhereTheFuck can you?!Tu..! I thought you left us for good !!
Feeling pretty spun-out. Just woke up from a crazy nightmare in which i got stabbed