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:) seems lots of us are that way. A bit is far, far better than nothing <3

i am.. thinkative. (Made up word, I know.. has a long history, haha)
 
too cold to sleep !
but who cares about that,
im feeling, like, 65% better then a couple of weeks ago...

and 98.99999's % better then this time last year!
ooooh yeah budDy, FFS holy-flaming-cannon-balls i remember that.

from twitching road-kill, to a casually strolling chicken,
just not flying along to the otherSide; looking both ways and drawing my line..
duptedooo:my word
;-p

my doctor told me this time last year, so sincerely "okay we are going to get you out of deaths door"
and, he never did.
 
Doctor, heal thyself!

ATM: slipping. Such is life though; n steps forward, n ± 1 steps back. Forward motion is achieved, but overall progress is slow.
 
Still forward...;)

panic in paradise said:
and 98.99999's % better then this time last year!
ooooh yeah budDy, FFS holy-flaming-cannon-balls i remember that.

from twitching road-kill, to a casually strolling chicken,
just not flying along to the otherSide; looking both ways and drawing my line..
duptedooo:my word
;-p
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Nice one PIP! :D


ATM: Wired
Spent too long fretting over an assignment and now i need to chill
 
Asclepius said:
Still forward...;)



Nice one PIP! :D


ATM: Wired
Spent too long fretting over an assignment and now i need to chill
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I'm actually happy to read this! are congratulations in order????
Miss you Miss Asclepius! I always perk up whenever I see you post <3
 
A few words: busy, overtasked, sense of loss, empathetic, concerned.

This is not a happy time for the world, is it? Not just BL, but the entire world. September and October of this year have brought unprecented difficulties for me, but more for others. I am apprehensive but remain hopeful. We never know what miracles might occur for us once we have shed our tears.

Yes, my word of the day is hopeful. I think that is what brings us together as a community. Let's concentrate on loving one another and making miracles happen in our everyday lives.. That's an investment that will pay the best dividends imaginable. <3
 
Mariposa said:
Yes, my word of the day is hopeful. I think that is what brings us together as a community. Let's concentrate on loving one another and making miracles happen in our everyday lives.. That's an investment that will pay the best dividends imaginable. <3
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maybe because it is Deepavali (“avali” means rows and “deepa” means lamp) or Diwali is a festival of lights much loved by one and all.

NSFW:

It is the time for sweets, savories, family get-together, new clothes, crackers and the most important of them all lights. Diwali is spread over 5 days and the first 3 days falls in the Hindu month of Ashwina and the next 2 days falls in Karthika, which is usually November in the Gregorian calendar. This is one of the major festivals in India and it is celebrated all over India and Nepal with a lotS enthusiasm!!!. Many legends are associated with this festival.

The reason for celebrating this festival varies from region to region and religion to religion. But one reason remains the same and that is of triumph of “good” over “evil” and the elevating of spiritual darkness. This festival is mentioned in the great epic Ramayana.

This year (2011), Diwali is celebrated in October:
Day1 – 24th (Ashwina Month / Tryodashi Day) – Dhanteras, Neeru thumbuva habba
Day2 – 25th (Ashwina Month / Chathurdashi Day) – Narakachathurdashi, Choti Diwali
Day3 – 26th (Ashwina Month / Amavasya Day) – Lakshmi Pooja, Amavasya
Day4 – 27th (Karthika Month / Padya Day) – Balipadyami, Vikram Samvat(New Year), BaliPratipada
Day5 – 28th (Karthika Month / Bidige - Dwithiya(2nd day of Karthika)) – Bhai Duj/Bhau Bij.

Read more: http://www.itslife.in/tag/neeru-thumbuva-habba#ixzz1bw6okZdb


so happy Diwali


<3

... breaking a coconut for Vushnu is a good idea, or, 108 of them is even a better one!
and is fun....
;-)
i did yesterday right before the sun was almost out of view.
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A little less under pressure.....what is a word that equates to that.....maybe just less-stressed. That'll do. Don't want to start stressing about not being able to think of an adequate word to describe my state of being less stressed!! =D

tweakyb said:
AbsolutelyDevastated :(
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Me too man :(
Take care <3


godlovesugly said:
and yes i am sober, 6 months baby
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Amazing!! Congrats hun, keep it up! :) <3


ocean said:
Sick.......................................again.
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Huh?! How is that even possible?! You poor thing :( Hope you recover super quickly <3
 
feeling pretty bum'd out.. was only able to spend a little over 2 hours with my girlfriend before she had to get ready 2 go 2 work, atleast we both caught an AA meeting together so that was good.
I don't know what it is.. I love her to death, and she tells me that she loves me too.. but I dunno. I don't know why i'm feeling like this. like I lost something that ment a lot to me. I hope she means what she tells me (that she loves me), my heart is hers no matter what.
It's hard on my emotions i guess, i'm off drugs and dont drink so i cant cover the emotions up so i'm having to deal with them sober. which i've done before but not like this.
I don't want things to get weird between us, what i mean by that is i don't want us to be quiet i guess riding in the car together, or walking around, or laying on a blanket in the park.
I really hope that she's the one for me, I don't even want to think what would happen if something were to go wrong..

o not to mention my prepaid phone is outa mins, so cant text.. I can still see who calls be so i can call back atleast..

i want Rachel in my arms right now. it hurts me that she's away right now, and wont be able to see her until tommorow.

also i'm still reallllyyy bummed out about melange(tom) passing away, i've already delt with the i dont beleive that it happened feeling, and now i'm just really fucking sad. :'(
 
<3 to all those affected by Tom/Melange's death.. I didn't know him, but I know exactly how you all feel. Much, much love.

I felt like I hit rock-bottom earlier in the week, but am definitely improving again - it's like a swing, I sink down, then I rise up, then I sink.. but right now, I am rising up :)
 
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