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Aw n3o that's rubbish! Grrr, how incredibly frustrating!!

Hehe what does oburate mean, Ix? Is it like obstinate?

Today I am hungry. Leftover takeaway pizza ftw :)
 
Haha :D well as long as you're happy! :)

I'm happy now actually, just had a lovely phone call from a friend :)
 
Happy?
I'm so fuckin happy, it makes me wanna hurl.

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Haha. Sorry.. I've not been happy at all lately, so this is a pretty momentous thing for me!
 
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n3ophy7e said:
useless
I was on my way to class this morning, drove about half way there, felt too shitty and too tired to bother, turned around and came home again. I have never done that with this particular class because we get marked on attendance. But I just couldn't be arsed today :|
Now my head is too fuzzy and sleepy to do anything at all, BL stuff, exercise, study. SO many things I could be doing today but can't muster up the energy or motivation to do it :(
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Damn I can totally relate N3O.<3 I am seriously avoiding stuff atm. I just cant handle social stress(or sorting out the bullshit in my own head) I just want to get done with what I need to get done without dealing with my social/emotional fallouts- am sick and tired of it :(:|8(:!.
Anyway, will have a few days to gather myself, catch up on study and deal...ugh
I hope you get over this, It does pass etc etc although it seems to be a huge burden att.(... and hope your car gets sorted too!) <3

atm:Solitude
 
Better than yesterday and many days before that...yahhhhhh buddy! :D


I'm practically human again! Fuck yeah! =D



:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
 
Accomplished.

92% on my Network Security final. Only 16 more days of school left. Fuck me, it has gone by fast.
 
HeWhoHowls said:
clapclapclapclapclapclap =D <3

Great to hear Carl...
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Thanks man! :D <3

Ixchellian said:
it gets better. getting to be more human than human is awesome. ;) =D
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Ya, I had reached advanced stages of human in June and was hoping to go higher, but then I got high and it was a rapid descent. :\

I had actually proclaimed a motif for June at the time: Apotheosis


Hopefully one day I'll be back and can direct my energy towards other things than battling a drug addiction.
 
hazy :|

Asclepius said:
Damn I can totally relate N3O.<3 I am seriously avoiding stuff atm. I just cant handle social stress(or sorting out the bullshit in my own head) I just want to get done with what I need to get done without dealing with my social/emotional fallouts- am sick and tired of it :(:|8(:!.
Anyway, will have a few days to gather myself, catch up on study and deal...ugh
I hope you get over this, It does pass etc etc although it seems to be a huge burden att.(... and hope your car gets sorted too!) <3

atm:Solitude
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Thank you lovely :) *hugs Asclepius* I hope you feel better after a few days of getting your stuff sorted <3

effie said:
I'm happy now actually,
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This warms my heart to read hun, so glad you're feeling good :) <3
 
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