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^ Sorry you got this news belarki <3 Please take any measures you need...its not hopeless people do/can reverse/slow down the disease(I know its in a more advanced stage but there are options to consider)... Guessing he hasnt talked to you in-depth about what the potential plan is yet. Its must be a severe shock hun and it is a cruel wake-up call to start taking your condition seriously. I have seen people heal from chronic Liver damage. Mind yourself.

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^ Sorry you got this news belarki <3 Please take any measures you need...its not hopeless people do/can reverse/slow down the disease(I know its in a more advanced stage but there are options to consider)... Guessing he hasnt talked to you in-depth about what the potential plan is yet. Its must be a severe shock hun and it is a cruel wake-up call to start taking your condition seriously. I have seen people heal from chronic Liver damage. Mind yourself.
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<3 Thanks asclepius <3 Yeh I need to speak to my GP again next week; this was just a 5 minute phone conversation. I'm going on a holiday next week too, may need more blood tests once I'm back, perhaps biopsy or somesuch. In the short term it's just a lifestyle change though i.e. no drinking :( Of course I was deluding myself hoping that leading an otherwise-healthy lifestyle and being young-ish (29) would balance out heavy drinking. Haha it's about a year since I had a skin cancer removed too; just another reminder that I'm mortal I guess.

Feeling restless right now. Insomnia...
 
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<3 Thanks asclepius <3 Yeh I need to speak to my GP again next week; this was just a 5 minute phone conversation. I'm going on a holiday next week too, may need more blood tests once I'm back, perhaps biopsy or somesuch. In the short term it's just a lifestyle change though i.e. no drinking :( Of course I was deluding myself hoping that leading an otherwise-healthy lifestyle and being young-ish (29) would balance out heavy drinking. Haha it's about a year since I had a skin cancer removed too; just another reminder that I'm mortal I guess.

Feeling restless right now. Insomnia...
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Sorry to hear about your troubles that fucking sucks man :( . If it's any consolation to you i know a few people that have had that and after quitting drinking and any other drugs that can be hard on the liver they have since lead more or less normal lives. I knew a guy that had completely messed up his liver by the time he was 25 on alcohol alone so age isn't a factor i guess if your drinking that much.

I'm fucking fluish :!
 
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HeWhoHowls, thank you for the kind words! Essentially, my life has been progressively improving quite a bit. This was merely a difficult week for me due to the anniversary of one of my most predominant PTSD triggers. When you throw in Oxycontin withdrawals, it does not exactly improve one's emotional state, haha! What I was referring to was basically a reflection of previous times—a much needed awareness perhaps.
 
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Kudos to the both of you! Feels good, na?

ATM: Sore.

Slept funny and got a killer tweak where my mid traps connect to the rear delts, and haven't been able to work it out all day. Yoga didn't help, self massage didn't help, and now I'm all out of ideas. :(
 
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HeWhoHowls, thank you for the kind words! Essentially, my life has been progressively improving quite a bit. This was merely a difficult week for me due to the anniversary of one of my most predominant PTSD triggers. When you throw in Oxycontin withdrawals, it does not exactly improve one's emotional state, haha! What I was referring to was basically a reflection of previous times—a much needed awareness perhaps.
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One step at a time.
Its a bad idea to see your goal as one gigantic action.
Its better to break down and simplify it as much as possible.
That's how I manage even the most monumental of tasks.
I hope a balanced mind keeps itself in you, as I know you have a great head on them shoulders when your brain is pure...


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ATM: Sore.

Slept funny and got a killer tweak where my mid traps connect to the rear delts, and haven't been able to work it out all day. Yoga didn't help, self massage didn't help, and now I'm all out of ideas. :(
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Heres a couple:
long, boiling hot shower.
bengay.
massage from someone with 2hands. I find that pounding and kneading the area helps with tweaked muscles and pinched nerves.
 
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disheartened - phone call from doctor mere hours after a blood test, still awaiting actual results for what the test was for but he immediately had to tell me I'm looking at alcoholic hepatitis with GGT levels more than double normal upper limits. :/ Guess I had this coming....
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Oh mate, this really sucks to hear :( But it is treatable and it's good that you've had it detected now before it develops in something more serious and irreversible. I'm gonna PM you now <3


Me: frustrated by my out of control procrastinating :!
 
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Such a tough month. Everything has gone so right and wrong. 6 days of marching band this way, 2 are 3 hours practices, another is a 2 hours practice, one was a concert, we have a competition today and from 3:30 - 10 we were prepping the 8th graders interested in coming and then played at the football game. Today is gonna be a long day, I might be gone from 8:30AM- 11:00PM but right now I'm trying to let myself unwind and forget about everything that's happened. Happened this week, this month, everything. Gonna lay in bed and listen to SKA until I have to leave.

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Believe me I know the feeling. I'm so bad that when I was going to get my homework, I decided to tune my guitar /:
 
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