How are you in ONE word?? v. pumpkin pie

[OverDone]

resentful

 

[stellablue]

^ Why whats up? Hope you feel better.

 

[Dave]

Beat.

But in a good way. I think.

 

[perderner]

Lonely.
Feels weird to admit that ._.

 

[Doomed2pain]

Refreshed after a 36 hour black out, but now in need of company as I'm bored lol

 

[wooger]

Ambivalent - I had a long discussion with my 'care coordinator' today (who I hadn't heard from in quite some time) and I told him I don't just want to be drugged up I think I need some real help rather than just drugs..he agreed that I need some kind of talk therapy...

The only thing is I remember this place saying that 6 months (or more) ago and nothing materialized really so I am hopeful but at the same time less than optimistic that something good will happen.

 

[badfish45]

anxious

 

[Doomed2pain]

Go to your gp and ask or an emergency level 3 referral to a psychologist, they'll have to do something then. That's what I did

Ambivalent - I had a long discussion with my 'care coordinator' today (who I hadn't heard from in quite some time) and I told him I don't just want to be drugged up I think I need some real help rather than just drugs..he agreed that I need some kind of talk therapy...

The only thing is I remember this place saying that 6 months (or more) ago and nothing materialized really so I am hopeful but at the same time less than optimistic that something good will happen.

 

[badfish45]

betrayed

 

[villian]

I feel content

 

[sleepy]

tired

 

[Doomed2pain]

Sleepy your inbox is full I can't message you til you delete some

 

[paranoid android]

Better then yesterday atleast

 

[Ethan729]

A failure.

 

[OverDone]

A failure.

nah, man. there are definitely temporary setbacks but as long as we're still breathing we can keep trying.

I try to learn from my setbacks and attack again using this new knowledge that has been gained from the pain of falling.

Shoot me a PM, Ethan

 

[Doomed2pain]

Ethan you are not a failure you are a strong young man trying so hard to conquer your demons with no help or support, you should be bloody proud and thankfully for your strong Irish blood (half Irish myself)

Love and healing thoughts to you,inbox me if you need a shoulder sweetie I'm only across the giants causeway a little closer to Liverpool.

You can do this Hun, you are a very very emotional strong lad and are doing brilliantly and very maturely for your age, be proud of that

 

[Doomed2pain]

Tonight I am very happy and glad for new friendships with all the awesome the dark spiders, you guys have saved my life these last 3 weeks of being bed bound. Will have new meds tomorrow too, wooooohoo. Hopefully I won't have as many seizures. Fingers crossed.

Sorry for double post editing is hard with one hand and it's my bloody left hand, I feel as useless as a glass hammer lol

 

[S.M.F.G]

A tad Mixed up....
Trying to keep well for the christmas break, hard to paint on a smile yea?
The years been hectic, its near end, and im more lost than ever b4...
Wtf happened??

 

[Doomed2pain]

i hate having to paint on a smile every day but I have to do it or i'd crack. It takes up so much energy though I agree.

hugs hun

 

[Doomed2pain]

WORRIED

has anyone spoke to Stella? not spoken to her since before my blackout and I am a little concerned. If anyone can let me know that would be great. thanks dude and dudettes 8(