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^ *offers to share blanket* <3

Me time. I am going to get off BL for a while and have some me time while the kids are at school. Plus, I am a little tired from the rain and not sleeping well at night. :(
 
I know how you feel Hun, get yourself nice and comfy with a book or something.

My boy will be back in an hour and a half so I'll have to deal with a hyper 4 year old trying to give me cuddles, bouncing allover my bed and generally just being a lunatic. My poor cat is good as gold, he torments her something rotten at times and she never retaliates, I've never seen her claws out in anger.
 
Your so lucky ...spent the weekend looking after a hyperactive, 8 yr old. I miss him.



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Asclepius said:
Your so lucky ...spent the weekend looking after a hyperactive, 8 yr old. I miss him.

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I miss my hyperactive 7 year old little buddy too. He isn't my own (he is my ex's son) but I wish I could adopt him. He is such a sweet little one and he has never frustrated me the way he does his parents. We read and run around in the park together. He is a gift to the universe <3 He deserves better than to be planted in front of the television and made to be held back a grade because his parents could not handle how sweet and sensitive he is.

ATM: procrastinating. I have a paper to write and I do not want to. But also happy that my bestie of 13 years is coming to spend Christmas with the family and me in California! We're going to spend it watching Lifetime movies and exploring my beloved city by the Bay!
 
Thanks Stella. I am craving comfort so bad, but a hug would have me in agony, throwing up etc. I still crave it though. It's like a baby craving a mothers comfort. Bleh.

What ya dreaming about?
 
^ I am just dreaming about things I miss. Maybe I will stop dreaming and do something about it.....nah, maybe another day, lol.

*Gives Doomed2pain a huge hug but gently*
 
Thankies. Right back at ya. I'm always doing that sort of dreaming and internal questioning, have for years and years. I always think through various scenarios in my life and how things would have changed if such a thing had be done. Must be the ADD. Hence why I've been a chronic insomniac since my early teens, my brain never, ever stops. But in a way it's a good thing, It can be very insightful if you will.
 
i feel the same way. sometimes its overwhelming seeing anyone in pain. you want so badly to help them. at least with your own pain you have ways to hide it, ignore it, deal with it. you can be strong in one way but absolutely crumble in another. ever heard of empaths?
 
Yeh that's me. Although a the minute I can't hide my pain. My pain makes me over sympathetic to people in pain, as I live in pain 24/7. I do not remember what it feels like to not be in agony. And I love helping people, when I can't help it makes me feel redundant
 
pain can be a beautiful thing when you look at it another way, if you never experience pain you can never experience empathy.

<3 please stay strong, and know that the only inevitable thing in life is change.
 
^ I love that. It is so true. If you never experience pain then you never grow emotionally either. Pain is what makes us change into what we need to be to survive it.
I have heard of an empath before. It is when you feel others pain just by seeing them or being near them. Empaths are highly sensitive, finely tuned instruments when it comes to emotions. They feel everything, sometimes to an extreme, and are less apt to intellectualize feelings. Intuition is the filter through which they experience the world. Empaths are naturally giving, spiritually attuned, and good listeners. If you want heart, empaths have got it. Through thick and thin, they’re there for you, world-class nurturers.
 
^ that is me. I have always been this way because I have had traumatic experiences from both, I was 2 months premature and dead when they did the emergency c sec. My mum nearly died too.
At school I was like an agony aunt to my friends lol. I hate my pain but I do not regret a thing. It was helping a stranger that got me run over, but I would still have done it if I had to repeat it, and I do not blame the driver in e slightest. It was an unfortunate accident.

I do feel positively awful at times, and wish it had never happened, but I do not blame anyone. Even though she was negligent. I'm just a bit speshul I think lol

Thanks to you both for the kind words <3
 
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