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How are you in ONE word?? v. pumpkin pie

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Meme sites and Lol cats really help keep my mind off the pain, I do sometimes laugh too hard and set off a pain seizure.

I haven't sleep properly in 8 days so I hear ya about groggy. Maybe some fruit and coffee to pick you up? Peppermint tea helps wake me up, it is very refreshing.




Dave said:
snowboarder-- meme sites get dull pretty quickly. I usually find a good Wikipedia tunnel works well for curing boredom online, if I have to be onlne for a few hours but don't have anything else to do.

ATM: Groggy. Slept like a log last night, but it's a grey, overcast day today, and am having a tough time 'waking up'.
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Ignore it Hun, don't let them get to you. Hugs <3



Asclepius said:
Glad that people show there true colours.




I am a depressive btw- I dont need to hear this kind of bullshit- Grandiosity and arrogance is a terrible affliction- id look into it if I were you kid.
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Yep I deleted my fb coz of this, I lost half of my supposed friends. But fuck em, I don't need their back stabbing.

You are stronger than this just rise above it, you are the better person. Do not let them get you down. It sent me into a catatonic state for nearly 3 months so please just rise above it, I know it is hard but you have friends he that care for you just remember that <3
 
D2P-Feck em is right!- not wasting my energy on these people- glad you aren't either darlin' ;)<3-their damned pretentious clones with a superiority complex who need to take their head out of their arses!! ;) Thanks D2P- there are some genuine beings.


Grateful
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Pretentious clones who haven't got an ounce of empathy in them, I feel sorry for people like that it must hurt like hell to be so cold and robotic.

Of course there are genuine people, it's just hard to find them sometimes. If you need me ever to chat, just hit me a pm yeh?

I am having an awful time but there are so many people on here giving me strength it is overwhelming and I am so grateful for all of their support and kindness.

Sending out healing thoughts for you, I'm in the uk so Europe isn't too far away is it ;)

Love love <3
 
My brain feels broken so it must be sunday? The most wretched, awful, self loathing day of the week :!
 
^^^^ I hear ya. Days no longer really matter to me, all days end in y and feel the same lol. But my brain does feel broken also
 
ok im back.
my laptop decided to give up on me like some lazy camel.
i have to resort to the occasional friend's computer.
oh well.
i'm glad i can at least check in every now and then...
 
Feeling very ambiguous right now, as comfy as I can get but still in pain, relaxed but tense, exhausted but wide awake. It is oxymoronic and I have come to the conclusion that I am the ultimate paradox.

Yay me, I am speshulz lol.
 
I don't know

In the last 30 minutes I've been cold, then hot, then felt good, then didn't feel good, then felt energetic, then tired, then hungry.

I can't tell if I should stay up or go to bed. I don't know how many hours I've slept in the last few days. I don't know how many hours I've slept today. It seems like that shouldn't be hard to figure out. I think I'm cracking



Oh wait - disconnected. That's it. I'm not tied to hours or the day or days of the week. I'm not hungry at the same points each day. I'm not tired at the same points. I don't sleep during the same time period. I have no feel for where I am time wise.

I sometimes look at the clock and won't know if the time is AM or PM, and that happens even when I've been awake for long periods.
 
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