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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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im alot of things right now. both good and bad.

"the cold comfort of the in between..."
- elliott smith


i am grateful.

for my life, my freedom, my family/friends, and im esp. grateful for being clean right now. i pray that i can make it through the day without using.
 
D's said:
sad

a friend of mine from bluelight passed away last night(overdosed).. he went by the name "nchz" in the ed irc.
i just saw him the other day on video chat.

so please keep him and his family in your thoughts.
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D's I am so sorry to hear this man. You holding up okay? <3
Much love to his family and friends, RIP <3


Me: mondayitis :|
Soooo not feeling it today. Had the absolute BEST weekend and I just want to be back at Saturday afternoon/evening! :(
 
motivated
set the alarm at 5:33am to start the habit of going to the gym early. Didn't hit snooze!
Now I gotta get the fuck off BL and hit that shit! :)
 
dankstersauce said:
like a douche bag

I drank too much last night, pinched my gf (as she described it "maliciously") for a while, called her all sorts of names and kept asking her to stab me. I don't remember any of this. Maybe I should lay off the booze for a while but life is so damn boring for me.
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I will never use ethanol again; I find it totally disgusting and not worth using. It actually worsens PTSD symptoms for me as well as reducing euphoria from positive areas of life.

Why do you think you did these things? You may not remember, but what would you think about this if it happened to anyone else? Some people start acting bizarre on ethanol for little to no explainable reason, but others may have a deep rooted problem which only begins to appear when they become drunk enough.

My word: Awake.
 
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