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How Are You In One Word v. I know the feeling!

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Thanks TAOW I didn't actually go to the meeting last night because I passed out but I'm 98% sure I'm going to make the meeting tonight. I honestly don't expect to much but the truth is I could use some sober friends in my social circle. I've been falling into my old ways these past couple days. I'll send you a PM sometime if I decide I was to talk, I tend to be a bit of an introvert.

Thanks man.
 
Overwhelmed. Never in my life have I possessed as much Oxycontin as I just flushed down the toilet. I should feel proud of myself, but mostly I just feel fucking mortified.
 
^You did the right thing. Good for you, <3

I came home from work to a clean apartment. I'm a very happy girl right now. :) :)
 
BACK! and happy to be back. I had a great month of being out of my usual routine which was not necessarily restful--in fact it was very hectic--but it was wonderful to connect with so many people that mean so much to me. Visited and reconnected with people from 40 years ago that I never thought I would see agian, Bluelight family that I love but had only known online and my crazy-ass family at a mega reunion in the south, not to mention a three week road trip with my 82 year old hero, aka, Mom. i missed being on Bluelight, though, and I am very happy to be back. I LOVE this community.:D<3
 
^^ You are definitely not pathetic DD <3


Welcome back herby, I miss you hun! <3


SideOrderOfOpiates said:
Overwhelmed. Never in my life have I possessed as much Oxycontin as I just flushed down the toilet. I should feel proud of myself, but mostly I just feel fucking mortified.
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You definitely did the right thing hun, be strong <3


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Me too :) Best feeling huh! <3
 
^lol that made me smile. <3 :)

My word right now is stressed. My parents will be here in less than 24 hours and I have sooooo much shit to do. 8(
 
Nothing causes me to run around the house faster than the impending doom of a family visit 8(


Right now......twitchy
I'll be the one visiting family tomorrow and I've decided to bust an all nighter so I can nap for the drive.
However, time is slooowwwwww

tick tock, tick tock
I wanna kick in my fucking clock
 
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