Libby
Bluelighter
burrito pup!! soooo cute I die lol
Well I hope that feeling of depression subsides with the least amount of substance abuse as possible.It's the second momentary sobriety in the past 6 weeks or so... Before that I was almost always sober though. The plan is to make it a continual sobriety at least from meth anyway, but I am starting to think I am addicted and this is not going to happen.



Optimistic![]()

I am enjoying a little more calm and contentment before I have to go to bed and wake up tomorrow in a packing panic frenzy.
I've brought this burrito pup to explain how I feel:
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Depressed.
to you xbloodexhausted, but in 24 hours i should be in my new place.
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N-n-n-nervous.![]()
I have relatives visiting tomorrow that have actively been using opiates, and always, I repeat, ALWAYS come over with hard liquor and beer by noon. I stopped drinking a few months ago, haven't done opiates in a month and a half, and have always used substances to deal with awkward family interactions. My awkward family interactions are three times as awkward now due to multiple factors, and I just truly hope I can manage to keep it together sobriety wise. Not to mention, finally be recognized as someone who is progressing in life.

Ugh...pooh 8) :/ ...Gaviscon?Heartburn![]()
Feel better token![]()
I am feeling content. I should be worrying about packing for my adventure to Pennsylvania. Oh well.

