Today was better then yesterday, luckly my tollerence is so fucking high to opiates that it would cost to damn much to overdose. thanks methadone, maybe getting on such a high mg of that evil shit was a blessing in desquise.
Got to get the fuck out of the fucking hood. and without parents helping me at all it makes things a lot harder then before, but since i'm doing this thing for me, and not them, it feels different this time. Cant make any promises to anyone, dont know if I'll get car jacked later and get shot. who knows, but atleast for now, and the next few hours im sitting in a real nice libarary in a real nice rich part of town until my curfew at the hellhouse.
wish this headache would go away, and every other sad and deppressing thought floating around in my head.