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How Are You In One Word v. I got a feelin'

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TLDR: For Mariposa

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I am so sad for you Mari :( I can't imagine the mental anguish you must be going through without her. Especially after what you just explained :(. Who purchased her? Where did you get her from? Is she microchipped? If she is microchipped and it is under your name this is very good. You need to know the company she is microchipped through. There are approx. 5 different chip companies. Avix and homeagain being the 2 most dominant and 24hourpetwatch being the 3rd. EACH chip needs to be read by the apropriate scanner. You will need to tell animal control what chip company you used. Most animal controls/SPCAs have all of the scanners and when the dog is at the facility they have them all at their expense. The most common one animal control will carry around to the scene is homeagain. You will need to tell the police what company it is (so they can bring the right scanner--if your dog has a avix chip and they scan her with a hopeagain scanner it will come back with no results). The police will have animal control come to the house and scan the dog. If she is under your name, you get to take her home. Be adamant that it IS your dog and she was STOLEN and your dog is in THAT house. Do not say he is your boyfriend. Tell them your dog is inside that house and you are 100% positive. They will have to have animal control come out to diffuse the situation if you are persistent about the chip containing your information. (it's less paperwork for them that way)

If the microchip is under his name there are other ways (through the court system) if you payed for her to get her back (creditcard statements/statements from breeder/shelter), But those will take time. If she is chipped and you know the company wait outside of his house, call the police and tell them a person has taken your dog into their house. DEMAND she be scanned.

PM me for support on anything Chloe related, or anything in general of course :) <3.
 
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Scared. I was at a club last night and a guy started to be extremely pushy, was holding me against a wall and touching me way more than I was comfortable with. It brought back horrible memories
 
@stardust - I have spoken to the cops about Chloe and they told me that they were not willing to be of help in the matter. I will PM you with details, but in their eyes, I'd be committing trespass if I did that and it could land me in jail with a giant fine. I am on a very strict budget and I can't help Chloe if I am in jail. I have to go through a certain process to save my dog. I am indeed the sole owner. I adopted Chloe, there are indeed records (affidavit from former owners and all of her vaccination records). Her microchip is not up to date though she does have one. She is due for a vaccine this week and cannot be licensed until I bring her in for her shots.

I have a wonderful, safe sublet with a fenced yard (one of my housemates rescues dogs) and provided Chloe gets along with the pack, she can stay here with me. It is a temporary situation but not one with an end date. The rescue dogs that are here (4 at present)... 3 are elderly pugs who are getting seizures and cannot run due to hip dysplasia. Chloe is a young, athletic dog and she might just bring out the best in them. She loves other dogs. If it does not work due to the other dogs' behavioral issues, I have two friends who live out on farms with many acres of land in the country about 30 minutes away who have offered - unsolicited - to care for her until I sign papers on a new house. Both have dogsat for her before and, of course, love her. Everyone does, that is why she is my therapy dog. I'll leave the rest to PM.

My word: caught-up - this matter has taken a lot of my time and energy. I am focused on school. I don't like unfinished business, so I'm being as diligent and prepared as I can.
 
How am i today?
High as a giraffe's pussy.....ON LIFE lol today is 47 days with no opiates and u couldnt pay me to take pills i feel like i kicked my addiction in the fuckin balls. I have more money than i know what to do with, and its like i have a condition that is the opposite of depression, u couldnt piss me off if u tried. I have only been mad one time since i got clean and that was when my dog got in and did thousands of $'s in damage to my medical 215 garden. But besides that i am the happiest motherfucker i kno. My relationship with my fiancee has never been better. I still live in a shitty house and have normal stress in my life but just think
" atleast im not an opiate addict" everything is just so god damn cool. I wish that everyone out there stuggling with addiction could feel the way i feel, be free the way im free, and remember as vividly the way i do because if they could there would b no such thing as relapse.
 
^Awesome, Josh. Your post made me smile and I needed that. :) <3

My word right now is procrastinating (yeah..still). I need to fucking get this application done but every time I go to it or even think about it I get horrible anxiety. :(
 
congratulations fatjosh! I'm very happy to hear you're happy without opiates.

This morning im relaxed. I haven't sat down to eat breakfast before school in a couple of years now, and i gotta say it's pretty nice :)
 
Josh, that's excellent news. Really pleased for you man. I remember that feeling well from when I finally and forever kicked the H into touch. I'm experiencing the exact same thing again moving forward away from the booze and it's a wonderful feeling. I wish I'd remembered how wonderful sooner! Stick with it, things can only get better! :)

I'm happy. Incredibly happy, like I can't remember when. Sitting watching my nephews sleeping as I type this, big old silly grin all over my daft face, with the occasional prick of tears thinking just how wondrous the whole thing is. Life is truly a gift sometimes, and that's not something I've always felt either. It feels almost magical. Huzzah! :D :D :D
 
Sepher, nephews are such a blessing! I remember when my nephew was born almost 7 years ago, I was so happy to be an auntie. I bet you're an awesome uncle! It's something about newborns that just brings peace to me...even when they cry. I can't wait to someday maybe have a family of my own.

My word is content. Even though it's dreary out and I have a lot on my plate right now, I'm finding new ways to be content with myself. It's a positive change that I hope lasts for a long time to come. Time will only tell, but I'm really enjoying this state of mind.
 
I'd be a lot better if I could keep my cool..I've been so irritable lately..

For now my word is: good
 
unreal , I went on a lil 3 week run with dope again. Ironically i started my SSRI 3 weeks ago after years of refusing to take it for my PTSD. I just got outta detox, didn't use bupe or methadone and got a vivitrol shot. I'm just amazed at after 2 weeks when the SSRI started to really work how much of a difference it made. I have hope and motivation again. I am on the lowest dose RX'd and I've now been able to put down my benzos for panic attacks AND social anxiety (valium and xanax). :)
 
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