No don't be disgusted with yourself n3o,you're lovely
I'm feeling
relieved
My rental inspection is tomorrow,and I had the nastiest smelling stains on the carpet from my bunnies,and my backyard,front yard and pool yard were an overgrown jungle,with weeds everywhere and random junk laying around the yard.I've been completely freaked out that I'll fail my inspection for weeks now.
But today I got in a guy to steam clean the carpets,even though the stains and smell were so bad I didn't think he could fix them.I was also ashamed of the state of the place.The guy I booked was AWESOME though,and not only completely got rid of the stains,but left the carpet smelling fresh and looking brand new!!
I also hired a gardener from gumtree.com.au and he was a really nice guy.He didn't freak out at the state of the yards (I was freaking because I was ashamed again) and although it took him a full 5 hours working flat out,everything looks wonderful! He was really reasonably priced too.
So the inspection is at 5pm tomorrow,and I still have a lot of inside cleaning to do,but I'm feeing relieved and on top of it,like it's not as hard to conquer as I thought :D
I'm also feeling
greatful as my lovely boyfriend has arranged to take a half day off work tomorrow,so he can come home and help me with last minute things.I've always had anxiety attacks about inspections,especially on the day.
It might sound strange that I've been so freaked out,but not only do I have four bunnies and a cat the real estate don't know about,my major depression and anti-depressants make me very lethargic,so technically I had about 6 months of proper house cleaning to catch up on.Plus,I get very anxious about the idea of a stranger coming into my home and judging whether it is up to their standards or not.Anyone else feel that way about inspections? Oh and sorry for rambling,I'm just happy and motivated
