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How Are You In One Word v. I got a feelin'

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Glad to hear Spork. Good luck with your application, not that you will need it. :)

I am glad your satisfied with your apartment, Seyer. I miss my apartment too, it was so cozy. <3

ATM: I am content. :)
 
At the end of my rope :| . I am fed up with just about everything in my fucking life right now! It's no wonder i have so much suicidal idealization.
 
PA PLEASE keep going mate, please hang in there. Even though it seems like things won't improve, they always do eventually <3 You are one of the strongest people I've ever come across on here, you've stuck through so much adversity. Please don't give up now.


spork, I totally feel your pain and frustration!!! I have been trying really hard to enquire about transferring my degree to a uni/college in California so I can move over there next year, but I keep meeting dead ends. It is so disheartening. But all I can say is, just keep trying!! It will be so worth it in the end and you will be so relieved and happy with yourself that you did it <3
 
Stressed because of the busy day I had taking care of everything in the world I had to do today :/

Upset because I thought it'd all be worth it because my brother leaves for college tomorrow and we were gonna hang out tonight.

but he went out to get high with his friends :(
 
motivated been off the opiates and working really hard. I have 45 plus hours coming on my next paycheck. I also start the fall semester of college monday and on top of that my mother and I are getting a two bedroom apartment. Hopefully moving in by the weekend. I am so fucking happy and the best part of it all is I get two of my pets back :') I'm so happy.
 
^^ That's awesome to hear hun! Keep it up :) <3 And good luck with the move!


I am feeling blue tonight :(
 
Chin up n3o! <3


I am alright. An uncle just stopped by for an afternoon cup of coffee on his way back home from buying a new car. It was nice to see him :)
 
Sorry to hear your blue neo i hope things brighten up for u.

Today i am sleepy and hopeful. Today is 2 weeks clean and last night was the first night my restless legs went away. I only slept 5 hours but it was the first night falling asleep without help from a benzo or large amounts of doxylamine which i have been alternating cause i dont need to trade opiates for benzos. Baby steps.
 
Done.. Depressed like never b4 and I can't take it anymore..I want out more then anything in the world.
 
Hey MoE, keep going! You're precious and far from pointless although you are in a dark place right now. Constant ups and downs are totally nerve-wrecking, but remember that you will see brighter days if you take heart.
 
spork said:
In fucking tears. I was able to register to apply for school but then found out that they aren't putting applications back online til September 1st. It took a fucking LOT to get myself to the point where I was ready to apply. I feel like just giving up, this is too much. :( :(
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Don't give up!!! I am in kind of a similar position in that my school is not eligible for any kind of federal aid/grants. Class starts just after Labor Day Weekend. I talked my way into paying half now and half 30 days after start. (I'm taking a licensing exam in a new state, this is the only school that has a 100% pass rate and the most qualified instructors by far, so I refuse to compromise.) You'll find a way to achieve your educational goals. *hugs*

My word: sore. I saw my doggie last night. She has now learned to dig, butt heads, and is becoming a different dog behaviorally than the dog she was born to be. She knocked me a good one in the head with rough play. My dog is also exclusively being given people food, pissed on a bed even. A spoiled Husky who is nutritionally unbalanced will get out of order WAY more quickly than a Husky fed a healthy diet, given regular exercise, and continuing to be the social, peaceful companion I love. She was NEVER this way before. Hopefully more peaceful soon.
 
omg omg omg omg I just got offered the job I interviewed for last week!! Big pay rise, close to home, perfect hours.
But I am FREAKING OUT cos now I need to speak to my boss and give notice that I'm leaving. Arghh!! I am so nervous I think I am going to spew.
 
glowing I had a very nice, um, experience with a friend, if you know what I mean. It was not just the experience per se, but the emotional aspect since it was this person in particular and not just some arbitrary hottie.
 
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