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How Are You In One Word v. I got a feelin'

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n3ophy7e said:
Oh and I'm exasperated because of a friend who just will not accept my new boyfriend. She has always been extremely judgemental and disapproving of all my boyfriends, and she seems to get worse with each new one. It is really upsetting and annoying.
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With friends like that who needs enemies. Ive had "friends" judge whatever girl i may be with or trying to get with even before they know anything at all about her! This is because PA is a fuck up who likes any woman who is cute and willing to give it up. Sorry but i am not 20 anymore so i am not like that these days :!

Sorry but i just had to rant about those types of judgmental assholes. You should really just say to this person what i usually say in these situations which is "who fucking died and appointed you judge?" :) Shuts them right up :D
 
A bit better and looking forward to going to Iowa this weekend for a cousin's wedding. I think some time with my family may help me get out of this funk.

stardust I should be around during the day tomorrow before I leave if you want to catch up. <3
 
Best friend in a crazy alcohol fueled suicidal state and I was trying to talk her through it. It really eats at me since I can only text her since shes all the way in Texas. Last message I got from her said "I just want to go to sleep but I cant seem to stop crying", I asked her if she had gotten home yet, and then nothing. Im hoping nothing happened :(
 
Dude that really sucks :( I've been in that position several times (the helper), and it is really worrysome huh. Maybe try to call her?
Also, just know that you did your best, and hopefully you will hear from her when she wakes up <3
 
Fucking relieved! Apparently she had passed out in her living room, got woken up a little while ago and texted me to let me know shes okay. Now shes back to sleep. Words cannot explain this relief.
 
That is good news Seyer, good job man <3


I don't think I could choose one word for how I feel right now.....
Therefore I guess my current word is mixed
That's lame though...
I guess my overwhelming emotion right now is pining, for Dex :( <3
 
^<3 <3 <3 Long distance relationships can be tougn. :(

Seyer said:
Fucking relieved! Apparently she had passed out in her living room, got woken up a little while ago and texted me to let me know shes okay. Now shes back to sleep. Words cannot explain this relief.
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AWESOME! I'm so glad she's okay, Seyer. You're a good friend for being around for her when she needs it most. <3
 
sconnie420 said:
thats gr8 seyer, she's lucky to have a friend who cares so much..
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n3ophy7e said:
That is good news Seyer, good job man <3
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spork said:
AWESOME! I'm so glad she's okay, Seyer. You're a good friend for being around for her when she needs it most. <3
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Shes always been there for me at my darkest times, and vice versa. Weve really pulled each other through a lot of difficult situations and this is just another one for the scoreboard. Although this was definitely the worst shes been through in the time that Ive known her and I was truly scared. Im seriously glad that shes okay and feeling better today.
 
DYSFUNCTIONAL

i haven't left here in...weeks? i wish i was kidding.

i am to trying to leave to get a gift from someone today. i honestly do not want to leave the apartment, go outside, see people, etc etc etc. agoraphobia shit. i will if they reply to my message. i will prepare to leave. seems like climbing a mountain in my fucking mind.

love,
howard hughes
 
oh my god. oh my god. god. i am, leaving for teh gifts.

i wish i could explain how my heart situation feels. first of all, like i have been running marathon for quite some time. then, add some slight early onset heart attack signals. then some good old fashioned hangover. i feel like my heart is made of faulty materials. and it is going to give out. and i am going to leave anyway.

i wish the measurement of what is a hard thing to do wasn't so subjective
 
^Take some deep breaths. I know how difficult it feels and have been through bouts of agoraphobia myself, but you *can* do this and will feel much better after you do. <3
 
Jean-Paul said:
oh my god. oh my god. god. i am, leaving for teh gifts.

i wish i could explain how my heart situation feels. first of all, like i have been running marathon for quite some time. then, add some slight early onset heart attack signals. then some good old fashioned hangover. i feel like my heart is made of faulty materials. and it is going to give out. and i am going to leave anyway.

i wish the measurement of what is a hard thing to do wasn't so subjective
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my heart is actually made of faulty materials as confirmed by EKG . it isnt so bad. its my one out i hope it goes at the right time
 
stardust.hero said:
:( When are you just gonna move here N3o!? I miss you too!!
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Oh my god hun I miss you too!! <3
To answer your question, I don't know but I'd move there immediately if I could!!

Thanks spork, it is tough, but worth it <3


Right now I am insomniated.
 
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