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How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

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Confident!

I talked to my advisor for my Graduate Program in Arts education today, and we had a really great talk. I reviewed with her about my treatment from my psychiatrist and my diognosis of ADHD, and just about where I stand now. Our chat went really well and i now have the ball rolling of getting registered for my final semester of college!

Its been such a long road, and I will have been out of school for a year in may. Once I submit the note from my doctor to my adviser I will be readmitted to my school like my year off never happened. I am so lucky to have educational advisors who are so supportive of me after i had a total break down last year, I came so close to loosing it all this time last year.

But I didnt loose.
 
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badfish45 said:
Sending my love towards your friend there n3o <3
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Thanks B <3 He was all good in the end, I was just fretting unnecessarily, as usual ;)
 
I feel...like theres a paper shredder going through my heart right now. I made the mistake of reading the obituary of a friend who OD'd...which turned into looking at his Facebook page...which turned into looking through his old BL posts...which turned into me crying on the couch for 15 minutes. Sigh.
 
^^ That is awesome to hear mate :) <3


villian said:
I feel 28

It's my birthday! :D
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY VILLIAN!!!!! <3
Hope you have an awesome day mate! I'm turning 28 in September, how does it feel? :)


I am endorphin-y from a really good workout. Feels good %)
 
Happy B-day Villan! Dont know ya but hope you celebrate and honour yourself well darlin! ;)<3


I wish you and offer up- (The Metaphor of)Giant, chocolate doughnut cake
...and all that the metaphor encompasses. ;)





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Arr...Awake but cant complain
 
happy birthday, villain! :) <3

fallingup said:
I feel...like theres a paper shredder going through my heart right now. I made the mistake of reading the obituary of a friend who OD'd...which turned into looking at his Facebook page...which turned into looking through his old BL posts...which turned into me crying on the couch for 15 minutes. Sigh.
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:( i know that feeling, it's not a good one. much love to you <3

my word now is awake. of course when it's time for me to wind down i can't but when i need to be awake i have a hard time keeping my eyes open. grrrr...
 
Happy Birthday villian . I don't know you but i hope you have a good day none the less :)

As for me i feel pissed off and fed up with the lot of it. I need a big change to say the least. Right now i just want to fuck off to some warm place and lay on a beach with noone to bother me and where no drama can bother me! Is it to much to ask for just to have some kind of decent life and happiness instead of being stuck in this boring dead end town. Fuck my life :|
 
snowboarder7791 said:
amazing :D
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That is awesome to hear snowboarder!! <3


Blue_Jay said:
Kinda NAUSEOUS but happy to be here and meet new people. Seems like a great place!
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Welcome to The Dark Side Blue_Jay :) <3



I am feeling pretty downhearted right now :(
Time for a lil rant. I have an exam tomorrow, which is only worth 30% of my final mark for this subject, so I haven't been too concerned about it. But I've only listened to 3 out of 7 of the lectures, and of those 3 that I've listened to, I've only completed two of them. So I've technically only covered about 25% of the material that will be in the exam tomorrow, and that's not even REVISED yet. I've been trying to listen to the rest of the lectures all day (it's now 2:30pm) but the server keeps dropping out/resetting, so I actually CAN'T listen to them!! I'm getting a bit desperate, but at the same time I just do not fucking care if I fail this exam....which realistically I am probably going to. I've never failed anything in this course before and it's quite depressing that I am so fucking unmotivated and complacent, despite knowing that I am very likely to fail. This is so unlike me, and I do not like it at all :(
 
^Thanks n3o! <3

I remember the first class that I was failing miserably despite studying obsessively...I went to the school counselor for therapy to say I was having a breakdown and just got them to drop the course for me ;) Never know.
 
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