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How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

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stardust.hero said:
Skag <3 are you okay? I am here to talk.
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kids dont do dope lol...

im fine kinda, just about to start a new job and go home again... could not get clean... so thats going to be very hard

i spent 75 grand in 8 months on dope, im broke now.

so many other things to, im jut not happy anymore.

i have to live life to be someones bitch basically...

life seems like one big bad joke
 
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KAYLA2010 said:
I nust found my friend gow shot up meth with shrite the otherday od'd the day after i saw hin........ Rip died at. 27 a fews years after startibg metg.
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So sorry to hear this hun. May he RIP <3



I am feeling very alone right now. Stupid comedown messing with my emotions.
 
Yeah, they'll do that. Hope you feel better soon n3o :)

Oh, and the epiphany was, um, mixed. Long-term it's good, but short term it's been messing with my head. Hard. Price of growth and all that.

ATM: Lazysunday. Having a slice of raw vegan pizza and a cup of coffee for breakfast, and just watching the city wake up.
 
^i hope that changes soon, kayla. <3

my word right now is happy. everything is coming up milhouse! :) :)
 
^reshuffle, Kayla!<3 It is not over until it is over; no matter how hopeless it may feel atm, everything can change. While some of the choices you make affect you forever, there are probably new choices that can be made today to improve things. Don't get bogged down with beating yourself up--it only serves to keep you hopeless. I know that is much easier said than done but I have to remind myself that all the time so I thought I might as well remind you, too!;)

me: determined there are so many things that I need to reconnect with, even if it just to say a proper goodbye to them. Lately I have been trying to motivate myself to do art again. It simply will not come. However, I got a commission to do a painting and we need the money. I am determined to use this opportunity to either kickstart myself back into gear or to do the commission and then say, ok, I'm done with this part of my life; what's next? And LET IT GO.
 
Thank you Herv. You are always here for me with a pick me up when i need you <3

Mood "morivated"

I am motivated to start a new routine.
 
herbavore said:
me: determined there are so many things that I need to reconnect with, even if it just to say a proper goodbye to them. Lately I have been trying to motivate myself to do art again. It simply will not come. However, I got a commission to do a painting and we need the money. I am determined to use this opportunity to either kickstart myself back into gear or to do the commission and then say, ok, I'm done with this part of my life; what's next? And LET IT GO.
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Oh Herb I hope that goes well!! You still have it in you. Maybe try a different medium or canvas or anything to throw a little curve ball so it's not the same as your old style. That way you won't feel discouraged when it doesn't look or feel the same. And you have the talent so of course it will come out looking good.


Today I am excited. Mondays are my weekends!
 
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