How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

[VanWeyden]

Joining the club of lonely hearts, too. Finally starting to detach myself from my ex emotionally. Now I'm not lonely because the most important person in my life is absent, but because there is no one except me. Family doesn't help with this at all. I hate family holidays.

 

[panic in paradise]

^hope everything is okay, love

i feel like crying and i really don't even know why. hate this feeling.

have you ever tried to just laugh about it and allowed yourself to?
it can feel really good.

 

[xstayfadedx]

chill: on the bus going to the city with my best friend...cause we're both 18 and without cars lol

 

[Dave]

@PIP: aww, that's precious. An offering to the alpha. Wait... live?! C'mon cat, finish the job!

 

[Seyer]

Unmotivated. I do not want to get out of bed today.

 

[herbavore]

special

my cat just brought me a live mouse in bed...

I'm dying to know the outcome of this story. what happened next?


grateful First day since the first chemo treatment that my husband feels incrementally better.

 

[Pale Rider]

I'm a little 'lost' right now...

 

[stardust.hero]

grateful First day since the first chemo treatment that my husband feels incrementally better.

THIS just made my day.

I am feeling overall pretty happy.

 

[spork]

lazy

but it's okay, cause i went to the gym already

 

[Vaya]

herbavore... welcome news....! I am seriously soooo.happy.to.hear.that.

...!

As for me? Absolutely weary. Just.... weary.

 

[rangrz]

smiling I am chilling at my friends place and it is nice to relax for a bit.

 

[Seyer]

Just a tad disappointed but overall, Im okay.

 

[herbavore]

@ vaya--- so sorry to hear that. I hope you can rest and recuperate.

 

[Dave]

Tetchy.

Any prospect of going to church angries up the blood, but I'm still to spineless to actually come out as an athiest to my devout parents.

 

[Cohesion]

Dave: There is a lot to be said for filial piety!

 

[S.M.F.G]

playin tha Waiting game. ben out of tha house @ least, hopw the gf lobs ova after an we can go somewhere

 

[stardust.hero]

Tetchy.

Any prospect of going to church angries up the blood, but I'm still to spineless to actually come out as an athiest to my devout parents.

Wow so weird you say this. My neighbors came over today to bring us more bread and usually they will have the kids drop it off but the adults came over and we invited them in and they apparently are very religious and I was starting to get scared and feel a bit awkward with how much they were mentioning their religion. I was starting to get scared I would judge them. I'm happy to say I was able to get past it and see the happiness they found in their life regards to religion and accept them for finding something to aid them in life.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Dave:

I am a pantheist, but even I would tell my parents "there is no god".

I take it you have a good relationship with your parents?

 

[VanWeyden]

Tetchy.

Any prospect of going to church angries up the blood, but I'm still to spineless to actually come out as an athiest to my devout parents.

Yes, that's a bitch. I grew up in a rather strict church comparable to the baptists. My parents know that I do not believe the way they do, and I always feel like I'm not belonging. However, if there is a problem, it's theirs and not mine...
Despite this I like to go to church sometimes. It reminds me of the good memories I have of church life and since I'm still christian I can take sth. from their sermon although I find much of their belief fake and atavistic.

 

[MDPV_Psychosis]

Crying tears of hopelessness. Very sad, lost and lonely as of late.

There's always a light at the end of the tunnel but so far I can't see it. Somebody told me I should just have faith that the light is there because it is and I will find it as long as I don't give up. Wish somebody or something would at least point me in the right direction because I fear I've been wondering aimlessly in all the wrong directions.