How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

[SkagKush]

fucked

/

 

[Seyer]

Anxious.

 

[snafu]

Dizzy

 

[rangrz]

Imperium I don't feel like being subtle with my authority at work today...

 

[Seyer]

Relaxed.

 

[panic in paradise]

content

 

[n3ophy7e]

^^ Very happy to hear that pip


I am full of endorphins after a good workout

 

[SkagKush]

better...

 

[Seyer]

Satisfied.

 

[panic in paradise]

^^ Very happy to hear that pip


I am full of endorphins after a good workout

It is difficult as an ENFJ, endorphines, that SoundS even better.
they are one of my best friends
;-)


Yes the power of placebo can be harvested.

 

[paranoid android]

In truth miserable would be my word. I don't even know why I'm so depressed. This time of year is always a hard time for me but Ive been sleeping all fucking day to avoid the drudgery of living here

 

[xstayfadedx]

stoked on life that is met new people, am finally getting the hell out of this place, have the greatest of friends, the best guy ever in my life right now and things are going really good for once

 

[panic in paradise]

Ohhhh just doin what I do

 

[n3ophy7e]

In truth miserable would be my word. I don't even know why I'm so depressed. This time of year is always a hard time for me but Ive been sleeping all fucking day to avoid the drudgery of living here

That sucks dude Hope you're feeling better real soon


I am struggling a lil tonight
The emotional ebbs and flows of a break-up I guess.

 

[Groundhog]

I am struggling a lil tonight

Struggling is probably the best description for me too, although trying to be Hopeful

 

[panic in paradise]

That sucks dude Hope you're feeling better real soon


I am struggling a lil tonight
The emotional ebbs and flows of a break-up I guess.

surf it out, dont be but own the board...
not to be casual but.

Edit:
I am still surfing as well

 

[VanWeyden]

I am struggling a lil tonight
The emotional ebbs and flows of a break-up I guess.

I really feel you. Going through the same stuff, just roughly three months ahead... Sometimes I feel great, and then out of the blue or triggered by some really small incident it comes back crashing down on me, although it is getting better. The first few weeks were like a coma. I was alive and doing everything I had to but in retrospect that was remotely-controlled living.
With every day I regain a bit of hope and make new plans for my future. For me the most important thing was to have somebody just to hang around aimlessly. Thanks to TDS, you were always there!

 

[Afghan_Tourist]

Terrible, filled with regret
Feel I've ruined a friendship/relationship with somebody I deeply cared about. Could it have been avoided? Maybe if I worded things differently? Nostalgia leads to regret...
She saved me from suicide in the past, put me through horrible feelings which Heroin helped with, and felt like a fool for 8 months with struggles from work and family. (Parental arguments, suspected each having affairs with others, many things...)
She came back, and now I fucked up again?

Time for an Opiate and Benzo fix for the night, but I'll never touch Heroin again.
Honestly Fuck this person, Hating & Loving someone at the same time is worse than either one or the other on its own... honestly...Fuck this, Fuck these goddamn thoughts...

 

[Groundhog]

Terrible, filled with regret
Feel I've ruined a friendship/relationship with somebody I deeply cared about. Could it have been avoided? Maybe if I worded things differently? Nostalgia leads to regret...
She saved me from suicide in the past, put me through horrible feelings which Heroin helped with, and felt like a fool for 8 months with struggles from work and family. (Parental arguments, suspected each having affairs with others, many things...)
She came back, and now I fucked up again?

Time for an Opiate and Benzo fix for the night, but I'll never touch Heroin again.
Honestly Fuck this person, Hating & Loving someone at the same time is worse than either one or the other on its own... honestly...Fuck this, Fuck these goddamn thoughts...

As painful as it may feel now, maybe it could be best for you to be apart from her? If being with someone is causing as many or more negative feelings than positive one's, maybe life would be better if you wasn't with that person.

Sometimes whatever you do you can't win with some relationships, but you keep on trying, keep holding on and prolonging the pain of something that is never going to work. I did that for 5 years just thinking give it another chance, this time it'll work, however hard I tried it always ended up the same.
I wish things didn't have to be that way but as difficult as it is and still is I have come to accept I can't change it and that I don't need more problems from it in my life. The woman has caused such problems and pain in my life, I've hated her for the things she has done but a part of me still loves her.

I know how you feel about the thoughts, all my mind does is constantly think, I wish it would have a day off for once! It drives me bloody crazy!

Hope you're ok

 

[rangrz]

stiff Falling asleep in an office chair in my work clothes = a very sore back and neck.