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How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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sickly :|
I just ate an entire packet of choc mint balls.....they were so good, I couldn't stop!
 
^^^Mmm I could use some chocolate. Gonna see my friend tomorrow...he brought back some good stuff from France :)

Questioning. My beliefs are being challenged this weekend...
 
figures after bineg stressed puking my guts out n rapid cycling a fucing gain i fml man. Another fun night of pushing though this w out making mistakes wasnt what i had in mind. at all.
 
Hungry

....as FUCK

....got food cooking right now but not fast enough

....Also, Missing cannabis like never before. Not in 8 years have the cravings been this intent and so frequent. But I need to be strong I NEED to make it at least another 6 months. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK :X This is really getting to me.
 
Wanting girls

I'm not horny, but I would like to cuddle I guess or something. I miss having someone that you could just grab on to or that would just gtab onto you.

So, lonely would probably be a more appropriate answer.
 
Carl Landrover said:
Wanting girls

I'm not horny, but I would like to cuddle I guess or something. I miss having someone that you could just grab on to or that would just gtab onto you.

So, lonely would probably be a more appropriate answer.
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i know how you feel. having a cuddle buddy would be nice...8):\
but most of the guys i meet just want to fuck, which is fine, but not all the time.

as for me: anxious.

dealing with anxiety, panic attacks, and agoraphobia. i know ive been sick, but i haven't left the house in a week...could be over a week now. i don't even know. why is it so hard for me to do simple things that 'normal' people do everyday?
 
perspective'd

(sorry if my previous one-word was vague and perhaps alarming. I've decided to 'flip the script' and turn the situation into a positive that will benefit me financially and perhaps teach some folks some respect and lessons on how to treat people)
 
upset

life in general.

when ever i try and do something good, it back fires, and i end up hurt.
 
^ Welcome to the real world!
Welcome the thickening of skin and the Irony of life's humour.
Just do something good for yourself -not to get reward, somehow we dont get a say in how/why we deserve a reward...we get rewarded by the goodness of good people-full stop!

Sated but itching for a cigarette.
 
Enthusiastic.

Got home to find that course materials for some extrenal study have been delivered.
So looking forward to a bit of education to stimulate my brain :)
 
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Inspired.
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I could choose to let the segment on the news bother me. I could sit here angry about how someone who does such inhumane, disturbing, body/mind controlling things, seemed to have gotten off with less of a charge than I received for drinking in public. I know firsthand that this person is someone with the intent of a serial killer. I also know that the truth will out. It already is.

Holding onto those thoughts are not conducive to growth, though. I would rather be grateful that I am not currently involved with either of the sociopaths who were arrested.
Something tells me this will not be the last I hear of them. This was to be expected, as is the release of valid information about this person—posthumously. What this person wants is to be able to gain a firm amount of control over his prey, his fucks, ect. He knows damn well I see the truth and idiocy in his lifestyle. Idiocy is nothing I desire wasting my time on. This person has drained enough out of my life already. I refuse to give him the ability to be a contributing factor to my self-destruction. This person and his accomplices will pay for all they have done—they already are.
 
stopped rapid cycling last night, spent today non stop going going going - mentally spent and emotionally man fuck it lol, I don't even know.
 
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