How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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happy...

my unemployment appeal went thru...

I got paid starting from October to today. All today.

I am really happy.

My troubles are over for a while.
 
and after a weird dream....
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X
read now then,,, it is yours.
:-X

tooth~grinding, sleep~screaming staring~eyed pain.
maddening, fuck your nightmares~wake~&~live.


hello?rheumatologist?
holyfuckyourgod, and
yoursaintsrtwice,
imtheburninghurtinyoourbrain
leavemeonfirebitch.
leaveinflameswitch?
iamfireingooddreams.
youperspirefrommyeyesight.
youchokeonsheets.
reach!
tryandyell!
comstrict,
moaninsilence
dwellasi.
dwellasinow
thereisnodwelling
youdwellnowwithme
youlongtodwell
youcast
youcast
youcast
youlongtodwell
youcast
youeatmyhair
my darkesteyesmydarkestsouls
youdrinkthebloodofhe&i
youdrinkthebloodofhe&i
youdrinkthebloodofhe&i
youbreathtihisbreath
shraredwiththybEAST
you suckle
suckele
and soak in this sickly feast
to only need
what makes thou sick to death.
until thy death carries no shame, or, does yours?

your money, my carcass.
my stiff body, in dried crusted sheets, stiff, from immortal ejaculation, and the excrement of thy mortam.

seek comfort in this,
this is not i,
but what you reap.
this is not i,
but you
this is not i
but you,
you are not what
but who...
you are not what but who
,
suffer in this now you.
you suffer in this now you
.
this is now i. this os now HooDoo
ancestry yyyyooouuurrrssnnnooowww
HooDoo
ancestry yyyyooouuurrrssnnnooowwwHooDoo
ancestry yyyyooouuurrrssnnnooowwwtaught in essence not in school.


swallow thine teeth
vomit the soul
swallow
thine eyes
vomit the soul
of sour.
swallow thine teeth
vomit the soul
swallow
thine eyes
vomit the soul
of sour.
swallow thine teeth
vomit the soul
swallow
thine eyes
vomit the soul
of sour.
swallow thine teeth
vomit the soul
swallow
thine eyes
vomit the soul
of sour.
X

left in nature, crude and disfigured in our minds,?
or shaped as deemed destined in our mortals eyes.?
our peers, our sisters and brothers.
... ?
let not our vision remain as our imagination,,, to die.
but as our inhibitions, our teachings~
let humanity resonate, in alllll our final words, mom&dad as always.
always.
always
forever us as.
 
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ANGRY from the argument with my dad.. I seriously need to move out

and extremely tired.
 
hungry
veryhungry
canwalk 4-5 hours ftw
6'7"
140.8
fu

... help?
please
im loving dhid sying

compters frying oujt
have my phone
hang in there, it wont last forever. talk to someone! seems to work for me <3. pick that 1000000lb phone up!
<3
Suicidal?
what's going on man? your worth so much bro. don't give in to the though man, u have so many people here that care about you!
please call someone, call the 1800 number, i have before. and sometimes all you need is someone to listen. <3
numb. trying to let go and the world seems to be resisting
yeah it sucks being numb. replace that feeling with service work. do something, go on 12step calls, get to meetings early. have you called your sponsor today :). <3


fuck i'm tired.
worked all day from 9 to 5 for fucking $10.
the old guy i'm working for bought a xbox360 that had the redring of DEATH, and wanted me to fix it. i tried. shit wouldn't even turn on. (it couldnt turn on before i worked on it so i didn't feel so bad afterwords lol).
still, it sucked.
atleast he bought me a grape soda and a bag of funions lol.

going to hit up the flea market, and gonna look for some ps2 games and spend this $10 on something worth a flip, kinda pointless to mail it to my mom because she's just gonna spend it for my rent anyway in a way.

o i did buy a bag of pretzels so i got like $9 and some change.
 
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