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Welcome How Are You In One Word v.2 Yes, Just One

MedicinalUser247 said:
Going to drink more beer.
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I admit I am jealous. I killed my liver almost 9 years ago. Chirosis of the liver. Dec 2015, doctors said 1 year to live, if you don't get a transplant.

I said this is my fault, I did this too myself. I don't deserve a liver; what if someone needed a liver because of something other than booze, say an disease or an accident.

I didn't stop drinking for a while and then tragedy and off the wagon again.

Then forced sobriety; my liver didn't process alcohol hardly at all. I was fine and then driving to the pharmacy for my oxycodone script, it hit me.

I explained my situation and plead guilty and got off rather easy. My court appointed lawyer was shocked at how well I did, with no help from her. She was surprised; damn I am a better lawyer than that worthless court appointed lawyer.

Sobriety came when I was in some legal trouble ( DUI) and some personal tragedies, that I do not want a mod, telling me to stop hiding behind your dead relatives or something.( It happened)

So I begged God for help and repented of over 2 decades of alcohol abuse. Not long after, I became allergic to alcohol. This is after a court mandated probation with random piss tests. I was free to drink, nope.

I took alot of benadryl, but it didn't help. I am tenacious at times and kept drinking, until the misery was too much, and I actually hate alcohol now.

Just don't drink in the morning. It made me physically dependent on alcohol when I was young and dumb.
 
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