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Welcome How Are You In One Word v.2 Yes, Just One

AbbeyLee said:
What are you nervous about?
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well, now that its my down time. I'm always nervous about returning to work on Monday. There aint like desk furniture around, so it's ALWAYS somewhere new , so fuck who knows? I'm nervous, will I be working somewhere with zero phone service, as some fucking punishment come Monday? lmao yes. fuck, and I get to the hotel, and of course my room is on the wayyy the fuck end, which is nice and quiet, but 0 wifi. and no connection to the TV , besides the circle cable cord. :\ ,spent $20 more for the 15gb of hotspot. so now it's like , i'm paying for something regardless. That shit makes me nervous, :rellybusted:

Right now I feel very content.
 
D's said:
well, now that its my down time. I'm always nervous about returning to work on Monday. There aint like desk furniture around, so it's ALWAYS somewhere new , so fuck who knows? I'm nervous, will I be working somewhere with zero phone service, as some fucking punishment come Monday? lmao yes. fuck, and I get to the hotel, and of course my room is on the wayyy the fuck end, which is nice and quiet, but 0 wifi. and no connection to the TV , besides the circle cable cord. :\ ,spent $20 more for the 15gb of hotspot. so now it's like , i'm paying for something regardless. That shit makes me nervous, :rellybusted:

Right now I feel very content.
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Ugh, I hear you. I've got a doctor appointment tomorrow to try and get some benzos (Valium 5mg is the best I can hope for). It's a doctor I've never seen cos mine was unavailable for 3 weeks (typical in Australia now). I have to get myself there - half hour drive - and the whole thing makes me sooo nervous the night before.
 
AbbeyLee said:
Ugh, I hear you. I've got a doctor appointment tomorrow to try and get some benzos (Valium 5mg is the best I can hope for). It's a doctor I've never seen cos mine was unavailable for 3 weeks (typical in Australia now). I have to get myself there - half hour drive - and the whole thing makes me sooo nervous the night before.
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I'm a bit familiar with how Aus works when it comes to benzos. Yal got like 3mg Xanax, where here in the states we only have 2mg. (Never was scripted, just guessin).

Nothing wanted to work right @ work. Had to get tricky with the line.

The word I am feeling atm is Hands

I feel Hands.

stardust.hero said:
Waiting for a background check to go through. I always hate these

@AbbeyLee I get so nervous too. I hope it goes well for you.
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I had to ask for another sheet of paper when writing my record out, and hey landed the job. Hope it works out for you.
 
D's said:
I'm a bit familiar with how Aus works when it comes to benzos. Yal got like 3mg Xanax, where here in the states we only have 2mg. (Never was scripted, just guessin).

Nothing wanted to work right @ work. Had to get tricky with the line.

The word I am feeling atm is Hands

I feel Hands.



I had to ask for another sheet of paper when writing my record out, and hey landed the job. Hope it works out for you.
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Hands?

I managed to change it to a phone consultation. But that was a drama. Meanwhile Drug & Alcohol counselling is messing me around. I feel like it's just so hard to do the right thing with regards to this.. I can buy a bottle of vodka no questions asked, but a script for 5mg diazepam is a major mission. Oh well.. Two hours to go until I speak to the doctor 😐
 
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