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Overjoyed!
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A very helpful amount of cash just came into my life at just the precise time! Very, very, fucking rad!
 
Disoriented and stressed—yet grateful. Withdrawal disorientation just made me feel semi-retarded. I was trying to do a task that would have been easy as hell if I weren't still going through withdrawals, but I got incredibly fucking confounded. As I was trying to 'fix' the situation, I had to ask someone else for help. I was so completely mentally clouded and anxious that I couldn't figure out the solution for the life of me and just ended up practically pulling out my own hair. I'm grateful I am sober today, but I feel incompetent. I have such bad anxiety that I'm used to feeling incompetent, but seeing myself like this due to basic everyday shit seriously takes the cake.
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Insecure

Wishing I was invisible, lately I feel extremely paranoid at work, cause of some shit my boss said when I know, or think he was just messing with me....but it still fucked me up. If only he fucking knew. But if he knew, I'd be fucked.
 
Appalled at the mess I left in my apartment before I left last week. Shameful.
 
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