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how are you in 1 word ?

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Asclepius said:
^Yay, work!:D ...now there's an oxymoron if there ever was...;)



<3 Hugs my friend

ATM: Content...thanks to a phonecall
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really appreciate it. it's weird cause everytime you post something i'm right there with you it seems, altho mine was a text not a phonecall. either way glad to hear it =D
 
Excited!

I am going back to school! Starting May 1.

It's just a college course on carpentry, but at least I will be in a school and be able to talk to an academic adviser about more schooling.

Man I'm stoked! I have not been to school since half-way through grade 10. 7 years!!!
 
drscience said:
Excited!

I am going back to school! Starting May 1.

It's just a college course on carpentry, but at least I will be in a school and be able to talk to an academic adviser about more schooling.

Man I'm stoked! I have not been to school since half-way through grade 10. 7 years!!!
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always a great feeling, i really want to go back too

back-to-normal-for-once=D
CLEAN
 
Full panic. Haven't felt this bad in at least 3 months...can't call anyone, no car to drive anywhere....just fucking terrible.
 
Sensitive, guarded, hurt.
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Sleepy: So I'm about to go to sleep and prom is tomorrow anyways. That means I have to get up early and it sucks because I've been in withdrawal.... Oh well it's gotten better so I just hope everything goes works out tomorrow.
 
worthless. I was hesitant to post this because I don't deserve any of your pity. yet no matter what i say i feel like i'm asking for it. because i desperately want it. something is wrong with me, and i am unable or unwilling to work to fix it. i have no one left, ive succeeded in pushing them all away. they care about me enough not to leave me hanging. and i'm not strong enough not to ask for whatever it is that i get from them. it's like when feens talk about 'one last fix.' 'please help me this one last time, then ill start working on myself. then i'll be a stronger person. then i'll treat people better' it all feels like a huge lie, and there's no way out. moments like these are excruciating and im worried that when/if i feel better in the morning, i'll go back to my ways. its never really the last shot, is it?

and its always about me. look how much i used first person pronouns.
 
Worried.
I keep having an infection that comes back and the doc doesnt know why, and the next step is an ultrasound which I can't afford. Fuck. This sickness completely takes away my appetite and considering I work on my feet lifting shit 12 hrs a day, I need to force food down my throat.
 
zombiesarepeaceful said:
Worried.
I keep having an infection that comes back and the doc doesnt know why, and the next step is an ultrasound which I can't afford. Fuck. This sickness completely takes away my appetite and considering I work on my feet lifting shit 12 hrs a day, I need to force food down my throat.
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what kind of infection is it?
speaking of ultrasound..
i had my testicles ultra sounded by a cute nurse. when i had my kidney stone. lol atleast i got some joy out of that trip to the ER.

are you able to eat jello?

eh i got a lot of diffrent feelings/emotions going on at the same time.
trying to keep a happy composure.
 
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